Lowkey have started hoarding food. Idk what kind of lock-in-spell has struck upon me, cus usually i eat a chocolate block in like a day but now it has been sitting in my closet for over a week. My freezer is also full of discount pastries (omar-munkki ilta-alennuksesta🤑🤤)
@v0mitkuromi LITERALLY UGHH, a friend suffered from severe malnutrition bc of ana, and a second and very troublesome "friend" AAALWAYS made sure to tell her and everyone that he is dizzy cus he hasn't eaten alllll day long🤭🤫😩👀👀👀never understood why that's a thing
So humbling returning here😭anyways, WHY AM I TREGGERED BY THESE THINGS? Just saw a clip of a tiktoker (Megarokkistara💔) pulling a bit of her hair out and THAT TRIGGERED ME. Like... I wanna be so sick my hair falls out...
I just had a "nightmare" in which i ate a spoonful of nutella, but when I looked down to the tub it was suddenly EMPTY!!!!! the guilt immediately consumed me girllll a nightmare about nutella, this shit is not normal