@namelessbelle1 But i hope it will come eventually and I wont be trapped hopping between hookups and thirsting for affection off of people who dont care about me and just want to abuse me.
@namelessbelle1 Its so hard to figure out if the person truely loves you or if they are using you. Searching for it lead me to physical abuse. Then every other relationship ive had ended because of the mental strain of that. I dont think ive ever gotten that pure love but I think im just picky.
Fuck. My mother learnt that i am infact not bisexual but a complete faggot and her reaction was "that clears things up. I couldn't imagine you with a girl"
fuck my stupid fag life bruh ππ