𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱

𝟏𝟖 𝐋𝐯𝐥𝐬✨Hello, Im Jester (not that lil bitch pomni)
BPD✨CPTSD✨ADHD
I run the show ♠️

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

@Lem0nSquirrel HAPPY BIRTHDAY

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

August 6th: Failed.

Damn bitch this is sad

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

I think I gonna stope tryna fast, ts ain’t working in my favor- Cal def it is.

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

August 4th: Completed.

Once I get the consistency of the dieting down, I’ve got the working out part.

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

Start of the Month BCs

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

August 1st: Voided.

Cal Count: ???
Steps: ???
Hours Fasted: ???

Try Again Tomorrow.

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

July 6 - Completed

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

𝙰 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑 𝙶𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝙱𝚢… (𝙰🪡🧵)

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

July 5 - Completed
I’m going back to saying the date, it’s easier

Did an hour of walking, 25 out side, 30 inside.

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

Frequent stopping, just visually uncomfortable looking. As well as when I left to go to the locker room after my 30 mins I came back and they vanished, a part of me wanted to tell them to go at their pace not mine but everyone has to learn on their own.

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

Not even In a problematic way but while I was at the gym these three obese people come onto the treadmills next to me and I became genuinely concerned as they tried to keep up with me. I mean like hands on the rails, breathing hard, when I sped up so did they and they kept lookin

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

@Redamancy_1410 Computa

[koko @rilakkumarexic]

me rn x

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

@skinnyalcohol_ You look like a Fox News anchor

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

Genuinely miss when I used to get 50,000 steps a day, but I don’t miss where I was mentally

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

I’m back with my ex, time to get worse

[𝔍𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔣 𝔈𝔡𝔱𝔴𝔱 @yurokoisnthere]

Embarrassing bc.. 👀