@nocensortenser I feel you bro. My advice would be to stop forcing things and do what you enjoy. To me it feels like you don’t enjoy fn anymore (who does). It might be time to explore some new hobbies and see what else you enjoy.
@SimJon8766 @Jaack You’re probably right. We will never know but I think people have a right to be frustrated with our current government and how they have handled things. How slow they were to react, how unclear the rules are/were, the lack of leadership and the double standards for bars etc