from winwin 💌
hello everyone, i am winwin, dong sicheng.
from 2016 to 2026, it’s been ten years. i wanted to write this letter sincerely as a way of looking back on and reflecting on everything these past ten years have meant to me.
over the last decade, i went from being a trainee to debuting as a member of NCT 127, and later becoming a member of WayV. looking back, i am incredibly grateful for every person i have met along the way. i feel so lucky because everyone i encountered showed me warmth and kindness.
the photos i have collected over the past ten years now take up more than half the storage on my phone. every now and then, i come across old pictures from years ago, and each one brings back a different story. looking back, there were definitely times when i felt exhausted, struggled, or stumbled along the way. but what has stayed with me the most are the happy moments, the unforgettable memories, and all the love i received.
when i reflect on those years now, i realize that every small but genuine moment became a light that guided me forward. every step i took mattered, and each one shaped me into the person i am today.
i want to sincerely thank everyone at the company, every teacher, every senior, and every staff member. thank you for believing in me, for guiding me, and for giving a young, inexperienced version of myself a place to begin. because of you, i was able to debut as part of a group, travel all over the world, and meet the people who have loved and supported us. as an sm artist, i was able to stand on stage for the very first time and experience what it felt like to perform under lights that were meant for me.
without those opportunities, perhaps many people would never have known me, and i wouldn’t have had the chance to meet so many wonderful people who chose to support me. these ten years will always remain one of the most precious chapters of my life.
as time passed, i gradually became more certain about the path i want to follow in the future. i want to continue balancing both acting and performing on stage, while taking my time to create work that truly belongs to me.
after many thoughtful conversations and careful consideration, the company and i have mutually agreed to part ways on good terms.
from the bottom of my heart, i wish sm, every team, and all the members nothing but happiness and success. i hope all of you continue to shine brightly.
finally, i want to sincerely thank everyone who has stayed by my side and everyone who has loved and supported me throughout this journey.
no matter how far apart we’ve been or where you’ve come from, you’ve walked this path with me all these years. you witnessed every stage i stood on. i still remember every light that shined for us from the audience, and i will never forget how you embraced my imperfections with so much understanding and love.
i have never been the best at expressing myself with words, but please know that i have treasured every bit of your love and support. i’ve carried it all with me in my heart.
i hope these past ten years have become a warm and beautiful memory for both you and me, one that will never fade.
the road ahead is still long, but i will continue moving forward with everything i‘ve gained and all the love you’ve given me.
i will keep working hard, stay true to who i am, and become an even better winwin.
and to everyone reading this letter, i sincerely wish you peace, happiness, and that all your dreams come true.
FROM #텐#TEN 💌
“hello czennies and wayzennies, this is ten.
i spent a long time thinking about how to begin this message. i wondered if there might be a better way to share this, and thought about it over and over again, but in the end, i feel sorry and regretful that i’m delivering it like this in writing. so today, i want to share my true feelings honestly.
moving forward, i will continue spending time with you as ten of nct and wayv. at the same time, i’m planning to take on a new challenge as a solo artist.
since debuting in 2016 with nct u, the time i’ve spent promoting with nct and wayv and meeting all of you has been filled with truly precious and happy memories. leaving thailand at a young age to come to korea, there were many unfamiliar and scary moments, but all the staff at sm sincerely took care of me and always stood by my side.
above all, i believe i’m able to be who i am today because you, who have stayed by my side through every moment, were there. thank you, truly.
as time passed and i now find myself approaching 30, i began asking myself once again, “what kind of person do i want to be from now on?” and “what kind of music and what side of myself do i want to show?”
after much thought, i came to want to try new challenges in a new environment. after many conversations with the members and the staff at sm, and after deep consideration, i decided to conclude my exclusive contract with the company.
i know very well that this wasn’t an easy choice, and that it could greatly change the direction of my life moving forward. but i will take responsibility for my decision and do my best so that i won’t have any regrets.
i sincerely thank the members who have always supported me so i could dream even bigger, and i’m also deeply grateful to everyone at sm who has trusted me and been with me until now.
and to czennies and weishennies, who have always believed in me and loved me no matter what, because of you, i was able to come this far.
i still don’t fully know what kind of side of myself i’ll be able to show you in the future, but i want to walk that path together with you.
will you continue to be with me?
nct, wayv, and ten, i will come back to you with an even better version of myself, unchanged at heart.
thank you always. and i love you very much.
260403 🐻 bubble updae
“Usually, I used to leave long messages after a tour ended.
Because I wanted to reflect on what I learned from this tour and express my gratitude...
Um... this time, I couldn't do that because I felt so sorry to you all.
There was definitely a promise I made, and above all, I couldn't say anything first, so I felt so, so sorry. We could have actually talked a lot and sorted out our feelings sufficiently, but since you all had to accept it without doing so, I felt so sorry about that that I didn't know what to say. So, I thought a lot for a little less than a week, and first of all, I am so, so sorry to everyone who loved 127 and Dream. And I sincerely thank you for all the love you showed me. Of course, this isn't the end for 127 or Dream, but I wanted to move on by thanking you once again for the love we received.
And I sincerely hope you don't feel too sad. I believe the memories I, NCT, and Czennies shared together will surely remain in your hearts and be cherished for a long time.
And above all, since there are so many activities to come, I hope you will look upon them with a positive heart...!! I will do my best in my place so that we can be even happier, just as much as the tears I shed and the tears you all shed.
I once said that I think the feeling of love is simply wishing the other person a good night's sleep.
Tonight, I hope the night doesn't feel too long for me, our members, the Czennies, and Mark hyung...!!
I don't know if this humble writing will bring you any comfort, but I hope my sincerity reaches you...!!”
HAECHAN🥹☹️😢😭
it’s been 10 years, members are going to leave and that’s ok. at the end of the day, I’m happy i was able to make memories and grow with your music. thank you for everything my neos💚