okau killing urself is hard bc ofc no one wants to help you olan it and u cant search fhingd uo abt it i really dont want my body to be found but idk how i can kms im the way thag i want to omg why is killing myself actually difficult
like i donr want it to be long and or painful i domt want my body to br found atleast not untill im only bones. i want to make my family not care aboht me so they wont be hirt by me dyijg and like i mean this doesnt matter but it would be nice if i could die while listening
honestly drugs is probably the closest thing to being dead when u cant think and shit i wish i could be high like that 24/7 and i canโt so thats why i have to die