nothing is painful but the friends, the lads, the people you love, you grow with, the dead lovers, the family start to leaving you by the city or by the country to achieve goals just like you just want to achieve. as a person who like to record things, it is painful to memorize.
god i miss my beloved friends, and people so much, but in what cost? it is so humanly way to chase a dreams somewhere thousand miles away, and so am i in the next year. i can't believe i will be leaving too. whenever i breathe, the memories will always play in my head.