GG’s we lose to Heretics today 1-2. They played well and completely outclassed us today. Exiting with a top 4 finish and proud of the whole team for what we have been able to accomplish this year. Made sure that we were playing with no regrets and thats what matters ❤️
GG’s we win against DRX 2-0 wp to them and we move forward to upper semis. Proud to be seen as a role model for such talented players such as @Foxy9fps it was an honor to face you in the match today! ❤️
Imposter syndrome perfectly sums up how I feel this morning. I’ve felt in no way, shape or form deserving of Sketches praise or anybody else’s for that matter. Me & the other FaZe boys did exactly what I would hope any other halfway decent person would.
The “hero” comments and “you saved his life” shit is mildly uncomfortable to read/ hear. Idky. I’m just speaking candidly off the cuff. Nowhere else to really put these thoughts. Just processing this shit.
Today was a big reminder of why I bounced off this whack internet shit in the first place. It isn’t reality, people are so disconnected and so eager for approval and likes that they get so wrapped up in this game that they dehumanize an actual human. Push someone so hard that they really consider taking their own life.
Really insane being behind the scenes and so close to all of it. Homie was so sad, I’ve never seen sadness like that. Everyone in that same room saw it too. I just thank fucking god he’s chillen, safe, feeling even a little bit better.
It could’ve been a much darker day yesterday and I just thank god it went the other way. Lessons in that.