Zax

no one saves you

[Zax @za_73x]

i'm a leaver but i would wait. i'd never call but i'll always answer

[Zax @za_73x]

I love fresh starts. Do it differently. Do it better.

[Zax @za_73x]

does my absence even bother you

[Zax @za_73x]

idk how many "It is what it is" I got left in me

[Zax @za_73x]

No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, I don't care, l'll be okay" and "I don't know how much more I can take"

[Zax @za_73x]

isolation will save you from a lot of unnecessary situations

[Zax @za_73x]

I can’t even afford to quit

[Zax @za_73x]

They kill u when you’re sensitive

[Zax @za_73x]

to know me is to be insanely confused

[Zax @za_73x]

youre my biggest what if

[Zax @za_73x]

I wonder how it feels when you are not left out

[Zax @za_73x]

I’m done

[Zax @za_73x]

for my own sanity i let shit be

[Zax @za_73x]

Idgaf but in a healthy way, my peace can no longer be disrupted.

[Zax @za_73x]

"you handled it so well"
thanks, i can't remember
70% of my life

[Zax @za_73x]

i'm maybe overthinking but i was never wrong

[Zax @za_73x]

It’s too hot to even gaf just go head

[Zax @za_73x]

i am not well in the head and my soul is on fire

[Zax @za_73x]

i hide my pain behind my smile

[Zax @za_73x]

being the youngest sibling taught me to shut up
especially when it came to my feelings

[Zax @za_73x]

i wish u could appreciate all my efforts