zaeh

The only place where i can share my feelings

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Have you ever seen a soulless walking dead? I see one every single day in the mirror

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Have you ever seen a soulless walking dead? I see one every single day in the mirror

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Living throungh each day, feeling empty inside.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

He knows how to take beautiful pictures and videos, as long as it isn’t just me in the frame.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Always the one they say "no" to, but somehow I’m the one who is "shameless" for asking.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

I ask for crumbs and get rejected, while others get everything without even trying. Yet, I’m the problem.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

I got good marks in all my exams, everything, yet I got absolutely nothing. My brother did the bare minimum and the amount of appreciation and gifts he gets is insane. Yes I do ask, but I never get them. When others ask, they just give it to them. But why am i the shameless one?

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Why am i working hard?
Why am still shamless?

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Still waiting for the day I can finally be happy, only to realize I’ve been trapped in a hopeless waiting.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

I only post when things get entirely too heavy to carry and want to kill myself.
To look back and see 275 posts—to imagine I have wanted to die that many times is just heavy, it’s wild to realize just how many times I’ve had to survive my own mind.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

You cant even say you are at your worst, because every day finds a way to be worse than the last

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

when you get to the point where you don't even cry anymore, the tears stop,
but the weight is still so crushing

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

You cant even say you are at your worst, because every day finds a way to be worse than the last

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

when you get to the point where you don't even cry anymore, the tears stop,
but the weight is still so crushing

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

I only post when things get entirely too heavy to carry and want to kill myself.
To look back and see 275 posts—to imagine I have wanted to die that many times is just heavy, it’s wild to realize just how many times I’ve had to survive my own mind.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Still waiting for the day I can finally be happy, only to realize I’ve been trapped in a hopeless waiting.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

The biggest punishment God can give is giving you a kind and selfless heart.

Because you will always end up getting hurt.

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

Why am i working hard?
Why am still shamless?

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

I got good marks in all my exams, everything, yet I got absolutely nothing. My brother did the bare minimum and the amount of appreciation and gifts he gets is insane. Yes I do ask, but I never get them. When others ask, they just give it to them. But why am i the shameless one?

[zaeh @za_wa_eva_]

I ask for crumbs and get rejected, while others get everything without even trying. Yet, I’m the problem.