amelia

19 • shtwt

[amelia @zaraafawn]

i’m so fucking depressed

[amelia @zaraafawn]

some lil styros

[amelia @zaraafawn]

i actually feel way less stressed now

[amelia @zaraafawn]

not even going to lie that felt so euphoric
shtwt 988twt

[amelia @zaraafawn]

the way i used my weakest blade to try limit myself to only cat scratches 😭 i cannot scar there i refuse 😭😭

[amelia @zaraafawn]

i just relapsed and was trying to do little cat scratches so they’d heal then i got super dissociated and upset and now there’s deep styros fgs 😭 guess i’m wearing a plaster for the next year

[labu shtwt edtwt @labumipebo]

selfharm

is it just me or those fresh cuts look like fireworks

[selfdistruction.com @slutwhocuts]

i was banned for a week lmao anyways here’s some cuts I’ve done

[amelia @zaraafawn]

i cut a bit on my collarbones and hips too but it was only a bit so

[amelia @zaraafawn]

guess who relapsed 🥲🥲 shtwt 988twt

[amelia @zaraafawn]

everytime i’ve relapsed it’s been the most pathetic sh ever and then it builds up to beans again 😭

[amelia @zaraafawn]

why is there sm edtwt on my shtwt account i follow no edtwt accounts i wanna see sh stuff on this account 😭 i have a separate account for ed

[amelia @zaraafawn]

is this really how i’m gonna cope until next winter? yes

[amelia @zaraafawn]

so i cut my face every day to stop myself relapsing which doesn’t make sense because it’s still relapsing but it’s my mental issue so idc i jsut need a little bit of pain every day y know and it’s not that deep it just needs to hurt

[amelia @zaraafawn]

i really like how it keeps stinging for a while after aswell