i just relapsed and was trying to do little cat scratches so they’d heal then i got super dissociated and upset and now there’s deep styros fgs 😭 guess i’m wearing a plaster for the next year
so i cut my face every day to stop myself relapsing which doesn’t make sense because it’s still relapsing but it’s my mental issue so idc i jsut need a little bit of pain every day y know and it’s not that deep it just needs to hurt