diwata

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ just ⠀𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑 ⠀𝖒𝖊⠀ how ⠀to⠀ keep⠀ 𝗕𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚⠀ while⠀ 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 ⠀i'm⠀ not⠀ 𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 .
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[diwata @zaunsfallout]

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⠀⠀⠀𝐁𝐔𝐓 i c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶r̶
⠀⠀⠀it 𝖓𝖔𝖜.
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[diwata @zaunsfallout]

— her head.

" your depature is always sad to me. . . i miss you when you're not around. "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

there's a smile on her lips at the other seeming excited about the idea of going out to eat.

" nowhere too fancy. . . i don't have many nice clothes, " diwata would remind softly, catching the pillow before it hit her. wrapping her arms around it rather than putting it under —

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

there's a soft laugh, a playful roll of her eyes at the other but accepting the brief kiss happily.

" today is just a wishful thinking day... "

she murmur before giving a smile and a nod, " yeah. . . can we go out for food after? "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

there's a soft sigh, eyes closing. a hand pushed back her own hair, a frown before a nod of her head.

" it's not like i can take a day off treatment anyways, you'd just be stuck watching me get prodded at like i'm a lab animal. "

her gaze opened to look at maddie with a smile.

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

a groan as she rolls onto her back to stare at the ceiling.

" i feel like we both need a break. . . can't you get time off? "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

" it hasn't been too bad lately. . . i'm just a little tired. "

a small yawn, " i wish we could just lay in bed and not do anything today. "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

a soft sigh, " so far, it feels like i didn't sleep at all. maybe they'll let me nap at the hospital. "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

resting head on @striketeamz's shoulder.

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

she's moving to find the pain meds and get a glass of water now but her movement was slow and a little bit sluggish. though, it didn't bother her to have a bad day . . . or be this slow.

" what are you going to make for us? "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

you know what... i probably will. i'm not good at much more.

[ᅠᅠ＊ ᅠ𝖙ale ᅠo𝑓 ᅠ𝐌𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄 .ᅠᅠᅠ @hexrebirth]

cry me a river .

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

viktor, you a bitch fr.

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

there's a nod in response to the option, " i can get the pills and water if you want to do the cooking. "

a small smile offered as she starts to stand up a little more steadily this time.

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

a quiet grumble, settling back down onto the couch despite the noise of complaint.

" i just hate feeling useless. . . i like being able to take care of myself. "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

" . . . pain meds, water, food... "

she's already moving to stand up unsteadily, " i can do it myself, don't worry. "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

" so early. . . you think i'd be used to it already... "

another yawn and a shake of her head but a small smile in response, " today... everything hurts. "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

eyes fluttering open, a quiet yawn already leaving her as she slowly sits up, " shit . . . what time is it? "

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

asleep on @striketeamz's couch.

[maddie @noxiantraitor]

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⠀⠀⠀𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭,
⠀⠀⠀you will 𝖓𝖔𝖙 go 𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖞.
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[diwata @zaunsfallout]

||: i went to move my chair closer to my desk and one of the wheels broke off. luckily... my dad let me get a new one on his card but jfc, wtf.

[diwata @zaunsfallout]

||: my god... i finally finished this edit. the transitions finally transitioned well enough for my liking.