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vegetarian and gym obsessed bulimic

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@sherlonigiri_ once you realize you’ve done it once you can do it again it’s much easier

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@sherlonigiri_ i went from 160 to 100 to 140 to 115

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i’ve been vegetarian for almost 3 years now but i kinda want to eat meat again but only the humanly raised ones and everything bc it’s still scary

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@blueIories shreddies

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welp now i know it’s because he knows i have an ed bc he went through my things while i wasn’t home 🤗🤗

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i love my bf but why does he make me eat so much 😭😭

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i love my bf but why does he make me eat so much 😭😭

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TMIIII
he held me up and fucked me in the air i was going crazy whys he so strong??

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he kissed my scars. ☹️

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@pattypancakezz RAEEE HE’S SO GREAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

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guys my bf literally picked me up from my bed, threw me in the air, caught me and kissed me bc i asked him if i was crushing him bc i was too heavy 😭😭 he said “you weigh like 40 pounds with wet clothes you’re not heavy at all”

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never thought i��d be losing weight for a man but here i am 😔 (he wants me to eat more but idc)

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update : life is great my mom unkicked me out, i blocked my ex, i have an amazing bf and ive lost 20 lbs

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life is such a mess. i got kicked out of the house yesterday and i slept over at my bsf’s house and now my ex invited me to sleep over but i have a date with another guy tomorrow?? idk what’s going on

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i love my brother lmao

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“there’s so many other guys” okay what if i only want him and im the one who broke up 🥲 wtf do i do

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i broke up with my bf last week but we worked together this weekend and i feel like everything came back 😓 i still love him and he told my friend he still loves me too 💔

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@pattypancakezz WHAT NO IM SO SORRY I MISSED IT happy late birthday rae!! i hope you had a nice day you deserve it 🫂🫂🫶🏼 and calves are insane 💪🏼

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so apparently i joined edtwt 2 years ago today.. that’s crazy bc in 2022 i was at my worst and lowest and ive been through so much with this acc ❤️‍🩹🥲🥲