but before love can sustain, it has to consume. you cannot love someone deeply and remain entirely untouched by them. some part of you has to be surrendered, reshaped, made porous enough to hold another life without swallowing it whole.
alam niyo ba ‘yung sarap ng pakiramdam kapag bagong ligo, tapos magpapambahay ka lang after? 😭 ‘yung walang pupuntahan, walang appointment, walang bra HAHAHAHAHAHA I love :(((
I love you enough to let your life remain yours. I miss you and I won’t use my missing you as a reason to disturb your life. That space is where self agency begins & one of the most difficult lessons intimacy gives us.