I need to stay patient, in the long run I’ll look back and laughs at the hard times.
‘I cannot be broken. What do you think happens when you’re in a gym routine whilst depressed? you just keep grinding away and one day you won’t be depressed but also you’ll be shredded..’ - PZ
Free money?!
Get a free £10 Arbezar gift card with every order! Just add it to your basket with any other item👇
https://t.co/GPvLOsNAPY
🚨Retweet this tweet and follow us to be in with a chance of winning a £100 gift card! 🚨
Broke past a 2x bodyweight deadlift today and I felt nothing.. in reality it’s a solid lift.. idk I just find it hard to find any sense of accomplishment nowadays
I can see my life being unrecognisable in 5 years time, but my short term just feels so uncertain,
I know I gotta go one day at a time and I’ve achieved a lot this year but just nothing really seems clear atm
Chapter closed, onto the next one.
5 years working for the same company; moving on to a new challenge and with more responsibilities and personal growth.
I deserve this progression and all the goals and success I work towards.
November 1st:
2 months left of the year, go all in now and get a head start on the New Years resolutioners..
If you wait for New Years you are more likely to fall off
I’m leaving my long term job this week, felt it wasn’t really giving me any progression or self growth so decided to push on to a new challenge.
Feels weird to say goodbye to everyone but I gotta put myself first..
Doubled my calories intake recently, from like 2000 to 4000 - since doing so:
Switched to lower rep heavy compound lifts ⚓️
More alert and energetic 👀
Less stressed and more sociable 😌
Better sleep quality 😴
Strength and mass has gone through the roof 🥵
Haven’t deadlifted in months so today decided to strength test, 110kg for reps easy.
Managed 140kg with relative ease - no straps, no belt, conventional. Clean lifts.
Optimal setup could probably push this up much higher.. nonetheless probably the heaviest lifts of this year!
The craziest part is in the last 2 weeks I have eliminated 2 really toxic parts of my life - was being crushed beneath both of them for years
Broken free from a toxic place, more focused in the gym and dialling right in on training.
Got a lot of momentum in life right now
Biggest game changer is writing down a goals list for the next 3 months in a notebook
Then each day I write 10 good things that put me closer to a goal and 5 bad things,
The bad things identifies what needs to change then the good things can be not doing those things
I’ve travelled the world solo, have posted videos online that thousands have seen, am fine on nights out, going gym, etc but I can’t turn up to my job that’s 5 min walk away without having an anxiety attack. So fucked up lol
You know it’s quite interesting I’m currently working on my art portfolio, it’s really making me question who I am and why have I settled for less than full potential since the trauma spiral..
I was asleep and protecting myself,but I’m awake again.
A whole load of other stuff happened in the time, anyway I bottled all of it up and eventually self destructed, lols, I’m fine now, it’s whatever but yeah.
Everything went fully bad so now I gotta fix my life because everything is messed up but I can fix within a year tbh