Marriage is pure luck. I've seen girls with boyfriends who were crazy about them they still left and ended up with amazing husbands. And the innocent ones often end up with guys who don't give a shit about them. Life's just unfair. 😭
I once dated someone I loved more than he loved me.
I realized it during a conversation about our goals, when he said I might need to give up mine for our family to work.
I thought about it. I even considered it.
And that’s when it hit me: when a woman loves a man more than he loves her, she’s willing to give up everything for him on the altar of love.
But when a man truly loves a woman more than she loves him, he would never ask her to give up everything; he meets her halfway.
I broke up with him the next month.
Tahajjud
I cried and I cried. Nobody was there to wipe my tears and then I realised, I had 2 hands. I wanted a shoulder to cry on and then I realised I had a ground to put my head down. I thought, I lost everything but in sujood, I found Allah and Allah is everything.
What I learned from 2025; that nothing is permanent, everything is planned by Allah SWT. Dua is everything, Allah loves your sincere Dua, Sabr is very important, with Sabr you can get unimaginable happiness, Allah loves sincere tears. No matter what people says about you & your situation just don’t react & have faith on Allah, Situation & time will change for sure & remember best things comes lately that’s why don’t get panic or sad. Just Pray, Sabr & Keep your intentions pure.
Watching myself lose my spark is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through… It feels like I’m slowly losing the part of me that made me feel alive.. and I don’t know how to get it back. I miss the person I used to be, the one who dreamed, laughed, and believed in better days. Now I just feel empty, like a dull version of myself that I barely recognize. The worst part is knowing it’s happening and feeling too tired to stop it. It’s like watching a light go out and there’s nothing you can do to bring it back.