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[ًhazel @zeloft]

How did h!napia drop just one song when drip literally stopped my world from spinning when it came out

[Miilato @litteralyme0]

when you finally get free time but you don't know what makes you happy anymore

[seraph @despaird0ll]

who up feeling like they got maybe 6 months left in them tops

[ًhazel @zeloft]

This week i’m going to start getting better i have to

[ًhazel @zeloft]

I need to stop doing drgs i didnt sleep for two days and im still unable to fall asleep

[ًhazel @zeloft]

My throat is also sore as FUCK it was burning red yesterday and my god does it hurt, cant stop coughing as well. Cried so heavily last night my eyes are so fucken puffy every part of my body hurts

[(were)wolfie 🐾🦷 @wulfaholic]

how it feels to resist the urge to get drunk and hurt yourself every night

[neo @lStillRememberU]

life during substance abuse:

[ًhazel @zeloft]

@bunnixoii yeah exactly 😭 i will forever believe people are lying about getting used to it as time goes on because you cannot tell me opening a can is just as easy as with your natural nails… or writing with a pen… let alone just living life carelessly… i refuse to believe it

[ًhazel @zeloft]

@slurpiiy well… isn’t this a symptom of malnutrition and irregular food intake 😔

[ًhazel @zeloft]

@ihatethusapplol both but i think i have it even worse with my face. mainly because you can’t hide it under clothing like you can with your body. and people will mostly be looking at your face. it does get really exhausting because you have an overwhelming urge to look perfect at all times

[ًhazel @zeloft]

@hopestarving for me they did and they didn’t know i was struggling with eating as well. i vividly remember putting just half a potato on my plate and someone yelling at me to put some more food on my plate. someone of them probably know to look out for other symptoms as well

[ًhazel @zeloft]

realizing i was much skinnier at 19 than at 13. and realizing i’d never want go back to how i was.

[ًhazel @zeloft]

timeline of things that contributed to my ed to sort my own thoughts out again

[ًhazel @zeloft]

using nicotine, caffeine and drugs. they suppressed my appetite so much i didnt really need anything else to get through the day.