and on top of all of this my mental health has been in the absolute gutter which makes everything like a million billion times worse but also like there is so much that is happening in the world that is so much worse than this
i've been doing long distance with my bf for like a month and a half but after seeing each other basically every single day for like 10 months it is absolutely intolerable
but like i love him so much and i know he loves me and i don't want ldr to ruin anything and also soc med is so toxic rn because all i see is stuff related to ldr and it is getting to me