today, i just realized how lonely i am lol.. i don’t talk to nobody, text nobody, nobody checks on me, i don't go over to anybodys house, nobody calls me, i don't call them.. i literally cut the whole world off; what a boring life it is
WHY AM I SO FAR BEHIND EVERYONE MY AGE?? WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO DO THE SAME THINGS AS EVERYONE ELSE ??WHY CANT I JUST BE NORMAL AND NOT STRUGGLE OR BE SCARED OF EVERYTHING
WHY AM I SO FAR BEHIND EVERYONE MY AGE?? WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO DO THE SAME THINGS AS EVERYONE ELSE ??WHY CANT I JUST BE NORMAL AND NOT STRUGGLE OR BE SCARED OF EVERYTHING
i hate when people give "do things you enjoy" as advice for depression like no bro the problem is that i cannot enjoy things anymore. like nothing brings me joy.