Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda)

-Annoying and unpleasant to be around
-Constantly alternating between gluttony and abstinence
~This sucks

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

@c0k3w40r32 @zwombiepwuppy That doesnt make it any better. You made a negative comment towards this body type not the actual poster.

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

May i find a way to cope with my other struggles just as well.

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Balance is possible

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Balance is possible

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Grateful i was able to find a way to hold on to my comfort (fasting, weight loss/being skinny) while also letting go of what was harming me (binging)

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Staying consistent is too damn easy if you get a grip.

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

I dont think im gonna go back to doing extreme restriction/not eating until i need to. Its not worth it if i can help it (but the thoughts take over sometimes ngl 🎭)

[lele 🥀 @revecinemas]

winter in gothic horror films

[kage @sukikage_]

i feel myself getting dumber. i have to think before i speak now because my words get jumbled up. i forget things so easily. i can't focus. i mix things up all the time

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

How the hell am i gonna get enough of a grip to live a normal life? I cant hold on, i cant even reach that far

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Today i played some video games. Its fun... but again, i forget about my life and when im faced with the reality of it i feel horrible. Its all terrifying

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

I get the same feeling of dismissal when thinking about treating my trauma, that i used to get when thinking about ed recovery. I dont claim these things so i run. Thats no good

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Either way some grounding exercises will be needed if i want to stop dissociating. Or at least be able to handle reality at all. :/

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

Also i really love melons. Might do a melon fast eventually, not now tho. (Also might get into qidong while im at it.)

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

The woman who said eating 800kcal a day is enough was lowkey right (if ur chronically ill and dont do shit)

[✎ @redoorlemontree]

bring back chatelaine’s

[lowbie @archivepilled]

Pierre Bonnard
Woman with Black Stockings, 1893

[misa! @misak1nz]

ignoring the feeling of missing someone

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

@GH0STIN1993 Portion control and rough estimates. Always round up. If you need then eat less around the other meals but tbh dont let it rob you of grandmas cooking.

[Z.𝖗𝖔 SEMI RECOV (kinda) @zer0will2live]

@mesugakiryu That whole thing just reminds me of the overlap between age regression and anorexia :(