mira

в кухнята биндж, в душата криндж ☆ ugw: 43

[mira @zerocalcock]

10 ‘26 accountability. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 🃏 ᐧ˳♡̩͙

[mira @zerocalcock]

im sure i burn more calories than my watch says simply because im standing on my feet all day

[mira @zerocalcock]

04.10
intake 1066
net 906
steps 4,1k

[mira @zerocalcock]

10 ‘26 accountability. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 🃏 ᐧ˳♡̩͙

[mira @zerocalcock]

03.10
intake 1731
net 1518
steps 5,4k

[mira @zerocalcock]

@cemetery779 we’re all in this together

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i don’t even wanna talk about it.

[mira @zerocalcock]

03.10
intake 1731
net 1518
steps 5,4k

[mira @zerocalcock]

i haven’t been this locked in since i was 16

[mira @zerocalcock]

oh my god i might be meeting another online friend. how to lose 15 kgs in 2 weeks no glue no borax

[mira @zerocalcock]

friend i met online said she’s coming to my city soon and we will meet and im fat and ugly and she can’t see me like this cuz ill die

[mira @zerocalcock]

friend i met online said she’s coming to my city soon and we will meet and im fat and ugly and she can’t see me like this cuz ill die

[mira @zerocalcock]

i like feeling slightly suicidal on a daily basis :)

[mira @zerocalcock]

@yueliantern im just now seeing this. but thank you 🫶🧡

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and it still doesn’t feel like that big of a deal because “other people have it worse”

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thinking about the things i went through a few years ago that felt normal then but now i feel bad for younger me

[mira @zerocalcock]

do people even recover fully? i don’t mean physically but mentally. do you ever stop feeling like a failure after eating

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the guilt and disordered thoughts never leave.

[mira @zerocalcock]

much to think about

[mira @zerocalcock]

and burned 500 from going on a walk and working out

[mira @zerocalcock]

today i had 60g of protein just from fish

[mira @zerocalcock]

wish i was a dude instead 🫩

[mira @zerocalcock]

my mom is mean

[mira @zerocalcock]

“do i or do i not go to the store?”
“you’ll be thinner if you didn’t”
“are you calling me fat?”
“…something like that”

“as much as you don’t like it some restrictions should be made”
*walking back to my bed*
“and more movement as well”

conversation with my mom