When I make such pictures, I usually dream that the place I would make a picture of would be the last day that place has ever existed, and the very next day it would vanish from the face of the earth. This time it was my courtyard
@aster_lavista_ I hope everything will be better but we will see. And by I donโt care I meant that Iโm just getting rid of now old standards of living that I made myself
@aster_lavista_ Then Iโm mostly not but if I will be okay then it means that thereโs no movement in my life and Iโm comfortable at whatever low I am now
6 things I like and anyone can do it
1. Sleep
2. Sleep more
3. Stare at the wall
4. Food
5. Oomfs
6. This I will add later when I figure out whether I like something else or not
I think I should start living alone, cut completely any help from my parents/relatives and find a job to finally grow up and start managing life by myself. Maybe then everything will be better
I always felt that I missed something throughout my childhood, and apparently that something was normal socialization, which led to me being completely alone and cut out of all social interactions irl