Had to retake today 2 semi exams on math(3 hours long), genuinely wanted to die last night nd pulled allnighter instead,.,,,,, look like shit, dizzy, almost fell asleep 4 times but at least got 2 Bs nd now all what I want is merry my bed
I hate absolutely everything about my life, where I am, my past, my present, whats gonna happen with me in the future, life expectancy where I live, who I will lose, what Im gonna have to go through, how I will die, what will happen to my body, how humiliating all of that will be
I do not want to have any social connections in my country (friends, a partner etc) because of the mentality here. Basically making myself an outcast,,,. How crazy am I?