elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era

ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚ swedish (swe/eng/fr) pro recovery, diagnosed anorexia ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈• ｡ﾟbmi 14,4

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

restidential treatment is so. fucking. BORING!!! i’m so tired of just reading, studying, watching tv and making bracelets

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

i’m so exited to open this, it’s gonna make waking up in the ed ward every day a bit more bearable

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

my new roommate is absolutely gorgeous, and so sweet (idk if i wanna be with her or be her)

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

I’M SO EXITED this is the thing that will keep me alive all of december

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

other than the medical part, inpatient feels kind of like a summer camp. everyone’s just making bracelets, playing music and feeling homesick

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

my ass is in so much pain lmao

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

i finally have the energy to exercise properly now that i’m being forced to eat in inpatient, i forgot how amazing being sore in my muscles feels 💕💕

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@starligthss THATS AMAZING you deserve to feel your absolute best inside and out!!! ur gonna kill it :>

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@foodlov2000 i’m alright kinda, ty for asking :) they just raised my intake so my anxiety is making my life hell, but i just completed a workout so im feeling good at the moment lol, wbu?

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

tiny mirror selfie

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

please give me silent workout recommendations that i can do in my room in inpatient 🙏

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

it’s my 7th day in residential and i’m finally allowed 15 minutes of unaccompanied outside time in the yard 🥳🥳 it’s the little things am i right

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

my first weigh in inpatient is this tuesday. i’m actually so fucking scared. i’ve been eating like a sumo wrestler

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@loltheirony Omg you’re the sweetest person ever for writing all of this out 😭😭😭💕❤️ i’m trying my best to focus on other things than social media // use it only to complain about stuff without actively scrolling. thank you sm for your kind words, ill think of them during mealtime!!

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

this place is so unserious… i’ve been served the wrong food like half of the mealtimes since i got here, both the wrong portion sizes and meat instead of vegetarian

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

if someone knows any cute slippers please send me a link 🙏🙏 i need some to save my toes from this cold hospital floor

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@loltheirony The answer is yes in theory.. but as soon as i get triggered or feel like i’ve eaten more than i deserve, i forget why recovery is worth it
it’s not a weird question!! i ask myself the same thing all the time

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@foodlov2000 Aw thank you!! I gotta study rn but i’ll send u a message later :)
And ik, they’re gonna increase my intake to 3000 eventually 😭😭 HOW AM I PHYSICALLY GOING TO FIT THAT MUCH INTO MY STOMACH i’m already super full on maintenance

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@foodlov2000 Tvingar de också er att dricka en hel jäkla näringsdryck om man inte hinner äta upp/ lämnar typ en halv ärta på tallriken? Det känns så orättvist 🫤

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@skinnlheart Thank u!! 💕💕 I’ve talked to a nurse from my “team” and she’s going to have a talk with the other staff and tell them off, i’m glad she’s got my back. Hugs 🫂

[elli ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆residential era @zeroelli]

@foodlov2000 Omg i got so scared for a second that we’re on the same unit LMAO i had to go check your account to see that you’re not like, my roommate HAHAH Men ja jag är svensk!!