Ethan

⋆˚࿔ Mexican
| i love to make mutuals just ask! |

[Ethan @zeromspark]

⋆˚࿔ Ethan’s #edtwt intro

.ᐟ new to edtwt

𖤝 21 | he/him | student | pro-recovery

𖤝 cw: 50.9 kg | gw: 40 kg

♡/⟳ to be mutuals

[Ethan @zeromspark]

I hope this isn’t disappointing and you still want to be friends sadface
10 years of this ED I am tired

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@DrChristianED I’m so glad you’re still here you are such a beautiful person and the world needs you and your kindness 😞❤️‍🩹 I’m so sorry life is not kind to you back, I am sending you so much love, light, peace and healing

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@noriricals U DESERVE IT KIKIIII HAPPY BDAY*_^

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@sleepysszz I always get edtwt notifications mid binge #watdatmean

[Lumi ‎꩜ @Lumixicals]

The edtwt dni to lurking edtwt to becoming apart of edtwt is veryreal

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@geomoxks7 Bro real

[Ethan @zeromspark]

I’m back to my SW that’s how bad it is just no self control go ahead and laugh straight up someone needs to shame me for it

[Ethan @zeromspark]

I’m deeply afraid I’m developing BED this month has been torture for me if I’m being honest I don’t think I’ve ever felt this alone and I think I started relying on food too much but this stops now if I binge again I am cutting I don’t care I need to shame myself out of it

[Ethan @zeromspark]

When I feel like the binge ruining my body so I just chain smoke 7 cigarettes and cut myself instead
# health

[Ethan @zeromspark]

I’m deeply afraid I’m developing BED this month has been torture for me if I’m being honest I don’t think I’ve ever felt this alone and I think I started relying on food too much but this stops now if I binge again I am cutting I don’t care I need to shame myself out of it

[Ethan @zeromspark]

Tw sh
I’m starting to miss it

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@noriricals I am dw!! Taking medication:”(( ty Kiki mwakkk

[Ethan @zeromspark]

My gums are infected and lowkey helping me not eat like yes keep oozing pus and blood 😭😭😭please 😭😭

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@ghostivyleaves AH YAY!! ILL DM U

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@dxintypup Feel this so hard + I was also purely high volume eating for a long time so the combination just worsened my binges to the point where I feel like I’m developing BED

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@noriricals You deserve to celebrate:(! Please allow yourself to have the best time possible, u are so loved and appreciated ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[Ethan @zeromspark]

Here is my binge because I hate myself I also had 1 full pack Oreos 1 full pack golden Oreos 1 jumbo rice krispy treat 1 ritz cheese cracker sandwiches
I want to gain so much weight I become miserable and off myself

[Ethan @zeromspark]

Slept for 2 hours woke up to sob again I don’t care about restricting anymore I just want to be normal

[Ethan @zeromspark]

@noriricals Thank you Kiki:”(<3

[Ethan @zeromspark]

I was supposed to get my steps in because we’re having a World Cup family event but I cried and had panic attacks the entire 2 hours I just feel so pathetic

[Ethan @zeromspark]

Just sobbed in my mom’s arms because I’m almost 22 and am genuinely so alone I’ve never had a single real friend, I’ve had one partner and they were abusive and it’s been 1.5 years since I left them and I’m still completely alone I am really alone