𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶

edtwt +25 |relapsing |cgw: -5kg

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

can i realistically lose 4kgs in a week if i fast 3 days then eat then fast 3 days??

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

on hour 24 of fasting rn

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

fuck

[romee @intothesaturn]

no cause i need to look this tiny sitting down

[daily motivation @prettierdaily]

goal

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

i am so constipated i can barely fit in my jeans damn

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

anxiety me wants to devour anything

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

@emiipilled she looks ill 😭😭😭 i hope shes ok

[🍵♪⋆.✮ @cinnnamonangel]

you seem pretty excited to eat for a girl with anorexia

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

i would be so happy looking like this

[ؘ @ddovies]

cry now or in a bikini in two months

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

damn why am i in restrict then binge mood constantly? i am EXHAUSTED

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

everytime i feel anxious i eat like why do i do this and how do i stop it?

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

like i shouldn’t be allowed to go out until i lose the weight i am so embarrased to be seen by others

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

i feel so fucking fat i wanna die

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

i havent weighed in bc i’ve had social events and couldn’t stop eating

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

i had diarrhea all afternoon at work but i do feel lighter hahaha

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

i took lax and i’m so excited for it to kick in i wanna feel emptyyy

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

the sad sad feeling of weighing in and not having lost weight grrrrr

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

12/03: 64.3kg
(-2.7kg)

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

losing 6kgs by april 1st —

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

11/03: 64.3kg
(-2.7kg)

[𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶 @zerowaists]

going to sleep everyday dreaming of waking upp lighter