queenie •

queen of night eating syndrome • it's not my fault i never got better • an-r (dx) + ednos/nes • bmi 18s • @quietqueeenie

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everyone start doing harm reduction NOW OR ELSE !!!!!!

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cigarette cigarettes cigarette cigarettes

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Not the new air purifier patting itself on the back im screaming

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yeah no haha my contamination ocd is literally not bad at all don’t worry it’s no big deal!

the seven (7) air purifiers including an industrial air purifier meant for vet clinics in my 700 sq ft apartment: 👁️👄👁️

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@swiftsomad 👁️👄👁️

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cats stop being in the way when I work from home challenge level apparently impossible get the hell off my keyboard and stop messaging my coworkers gibberish

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I went to the bathroom and weighed again and somehow gained a pound in under an hour ???????

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I’m going to lose my mind

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“what app” idk it’s the one that came with my random scale that is probably taking photos of me and selling all my data to the highest bidder

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@somedayskinny_ take care celeste🤍

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i am the worst kind of friend bc i never have any dramatic updates so i will text and be like “I have to tell you something” and then follow up with “I think I don’t really like granola”

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@ghostedpixie girl me too it is horrific and was never a behavior of mine until like 5 years ago when i smoked before bed and got up randomly and ate an ENTIRE CAKE

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my only night eating this week was last night and I had 2 slices of cheese and 2 rice thins !!! am i curing the night binging omg

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still having an ed after going through therapy and inpatient is so funny bc it legit feels like this every time i engage in disordered behavior

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bmi 18.5-19.0 jail is like absolutely maximum security it is so god damn hard to get out of they have a moat with alligators and shit

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still maintaining or gaining tho 😔✊ hahahahahahhahahahha free me

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my only night eating this week was last night and I had 2 slices of cheese and 2 rice thins !!! am i curing the night binging omg

[queenie • @zerozerocals]

@bl00dnB0nee that’s what happened to me, i didn’t get as low as you but my body would tap out sooner and sooner each time I would get to the breaking point, like the second to last hospitalization I had I was bmi 14 and then after that it was at bmi 16 I think

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body dysmorphia so bad that I saw a picture of Gru and was like ya that’s me alright

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@bl00dnB0nee tbh kat i think every time you’ve gone that low you’re doing damage on top of the damage to your body from the last time so it’s already weaker than it was originally which is prob why you’re experiencing the scary stuff before you think you “should” be yk? :( ugh im sorry

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@Zoalfcedancers god i sure hope so 🤞🤞🤞🤍🤍

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this works on me (i have neither children nor guinea pigs and i am more concerned about the hypothetical guinea pig being stuck than the hypothetical child being sad)

[evie ִֶָ. 🪽་༘࿐ @eeveeive]

i’m crying what is edtt

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@fairywrennn i never know my next tweet frankly

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I don’t want to talk to my therapist I don’t want to work I don’t want to do anything I wish I was born as an acorn

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@dinocoffeequeen @dexamphetaqueen I was on it briefly and I don’t remember it making me hungry but it did make me super groggy and mean lol