On the other hand there’s him….
I admire him for being younger and much more achieved than most people I know
He offered to teach me how to drive manual when he gets his new car….
He wants us to try things together
I don’t know if he’s doing this for shits n giggles…
Why can’t he do it without mansplaining why he shouldn’t have to anymore.
Why is something always funny.
Why is he the most considerate but also the first one to get overwhelmed at the slightest inconvenience…
The man id been with for years seems to around due to comfort and habit
Idk how long it’s been since I broke up with him….
Every time I ask him if he’s going to ask me to be his girlfriend officially again he gives me this look of disbelief….
feel stuck between two worlds
completely different
One feels more attainable only bcs I wouldn’t need to change
The other is still an illusion
I’m afraid this illusion will become real
I’m scared I’ll have to make a real choice