Nobody prepares you for the amount of pain and grief you experience when you have to forgive yourself for believing someone was actually a genuine person. The hardest part isn't just their betrayal, it's the shame you carry for ignoring your instincts.
Ngl relationships set me back. I lose my focus and sometimes even myself and i can't afford that right now. I do so much better alone.. and it's so much more to life! My time will come.