੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊

⠀🦊┆18 ， 狐狸 — bulimic stoner ノ shedrtwt | ִ ࣪𖤐
˖ ✦ ⠀⠀˖°🏵 ༘ wrists are for girls, Im slitting my throat☀️ 𓂃 ★

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

my waist uneven im gonna kms

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

not my sisters though my older sister is cool and my baby sister is my baby

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

if I kill myself my whole family have to go to. If I don't deserve to live they definitely dont.

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

to congratulate myself for not binging in a while I will celebrate by having a 2 day binge on powdered donuts 🙏

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@Ryuksasshair you said this twice I think its a sign bro

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@fr4gi1eb0n3s genuine question but would your height and bmr play a big role in that ? I'm 4'10 so my bmr is only ab 1100, obviously w daily activity it's more but without that would it be maintaining or no ? Not agreeing with the post also 1k is definitely still a deficit

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

hot season is almost over I need a new layout maybeee.....

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@jwicals I'd burst out crying omg, you should definitely add it that's such a sweet thing to do for someone

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@Ryuksasshair its kinda like, if you like a show and post about it a lot, but never interact with the fandom cause you simply dont wanna. A lot of people with eds have accounts to vent but dont wanna interact with the community for any reason, I was that way too.

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@Ryuksasshair I think this just isn't true cause honestly not everyone on edtt or edtwt even participate in the community. Some people have edtwt/tt accounts that are genuinely just vent accounts that rarely if at all, interact with the community.

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@fr13dM1lk I've actually always wanted that 2 seater shirt ngl....

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

MY FRIEND HAD TO CANCEL FOR CLASSES I CAN PACE ALL I WANT OH BOY (I do wanna see her tho 😢)

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

I walked past the powdered donuts 3 times, bought them anyways AND binged on them

[カイ @_cirrushusband]

weed san and vape kun

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

lowkey binged after my fast (who woulda guessed) and now I have to convince myself I won't gain but I still have no scale, only a mirror. My friends coming over tomorrow though so if I eat small she'll notice and that'll be annoying and after that I see my bf for the weekend

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

IM RUINING MY CUTEST CLOTHES TO CUT MYSELF IM SO FUCKING PATHETIC OH MY GODDDD

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

this sh shit kinda dumb I may have ruined my cutest ed hardy pants unless I can get the blood out of it

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

multiswiped once and its a normal styro and it wont stop bleeding like yea okay that's great you're tiny and shallow and now my pants are covered in blood IM GONNA TEAR IT OUT BRO

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

@angelyukiii I isolate or keep hiding them until they heal and if someone asks I say they're old and js got sunburnt of smth since its summer

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

and my idea is romance is always blinded by the fact that I can't really differentiate platonic and romantic attraction + weird ocd things just makes me feel romantic & sexual attraction in ways different from other people.

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

people assume that I just "stopped being asexual" or faked it js cause I like being intimate w my bf but I'm still on the aroace spectrum and always will be, just because im not sex/romance repulsed doesn't mean im not aroace. I will always experience it differently

[੯‧̀͡⬮ ZION 🍊 @zifishie]

I think its the autism but romance and sex are just something I do. I love my boyfriend and I love being close to him, but I'm still just sex neutral cause its not something I really,, care for I could say. I just like that it's something I can do with him to be closer.