Thank you for all your support. Your messages have been so lovely and mean so much to my mom and I. For those wondering, I think I'm still going to go to europe. Mom says the distraction will be good for me and to see my girls. I've been in bed every day so she might be right. I know that so many of you spent your hard earned money on plane tickets and hotels to see me, and I don't want to disappoint you. I can't promise that I'll be able to be there the whole time without breaking down but I want to try. I want to be strong for you.
This is a post I never thought I would have to make, but our beloved communities deserve to know. My brother, @Kon_zetsu, has passed away. He was our whole world and now a giant piece of it is missing.
Please check on your loved ones and take depression seriously. You never know what will be your last moment with them.
Life can change in a second. The world you know disappears forever. Nothing is guaranteed, not time, not long nights spent together gaming and laughing, not the people you love. So please love louder, appreciate deeper, make your love known, because what feels so normal today could be something you desperately wish for tomorrow.