I hate how ADHD has been sensationalized as the fun mental illness but having it literally feels like walking around with some very specific kind of dementia that is actively ruining your life at every step and the culprit is always you.
ive fallen asleep reading a fic and the woke up in the middle of the night to pee and read the fic some more then slept then woke up and read the fiv some more then ate breakfast while eating fic then read fic at my desk the read fic during lunch then read fic eating dinner
8pm. freshly showered. everything smells like vanilla. new bedsheets. peppermint tea. starting a new series with 6 seasons. it’s raining outside. sweet treat. no alarm set.