Grabi ka-stressful na Monday gyud ay. Doing some task nga need ug skills and knowledge from a profession tas wala pa gyud proper training, I feel so dumb!
I saw a new born baby being shaken and spank so that it will cry pero mas una pako nakahilak, and I realize na one of the reason why I don’t want my own child kay I’m too soft for this children’s fragility and innocence.
And what’s painful is that I am in that kind of cycle, I did not break those generational curse. I am showing tough love, I am easily angered, and I find it hard to show kindness and love to my nephew and nieces.