every few days i become completely convinced that i have permanently ruined my future and then i eat something i like, take a shower, watch one good movie and suddenly it feels kinda quite and another month feels liveable.
i love that feeling when you talk stuff out with someone and you both become aware that neither of you were wrong. you just saw the scenario differently. talking really should be about seeing things from both perspectives, rather than the need to be right.
called a highly reputable A/C technician all the way from kl just for them to diagnose that the issue was a strip of plastic that got stuck on the fan hence the fan not rotating hence the global warming in my room
see,our life is not that difficult
maybe it’s just macroplastic
the agony of having a non paperless documenting system in a hospital
like ya Allah its 2026 (!) everything should be paperless esp if its involving medical records.everything should be seamless and doesn't involve breaking your back and injuring your knee just to collect data?
My mother organizes her bookshelf by color and has never once asked how I'm actually doing, these are related somehow. Everything looks beautiful and nothing has been read. I think she likes things that are easy to look at, and I have never once in my life been easy to look at.
i highly recommend writing down everything in physical journals. tracking your cycle, gratitude lists, affirmations, ideas, recipes, sudden realizations you receive from the Divine, and even screenshots you can print out and paste in a journal. let’s create physical archives