zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt

18yr; he/him ★ edtwt, (rarely) i/w shtwt ★

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

this isn't accurate anymore bc I changed my carrd name... check out the one in my website instead

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

6.16.25 vs 6.12.26; slight diff.. maaaaybe. I'll work on it.

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

"we'll be getting bbq-" we? nonono.. just you, iiii had a pretty good sandwich and my throat feels gross rn gfy

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

no literally, im taking advantage of the t im taking for muscle growth

but also... god forbid im maintaining bc of this, fluctuations between 68-72kg LEAVE me alone. GET ME OUT OF HERE.

im ab to get my ass back on stricter restriction and 4 gallons of water bc im so thirsty.

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

"you're getting thin!!"
"not in a bad way.. you've got that toned look!"

i weigh the exact same like 68/70kg as before with a lower bf%, so. sure. but also. in comparison to most ppl in our family, im fitter than.. a lot of u, this means little to me
...js call me fat atp

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

"you're getting thin!!"
"not in a bad way.. you've got that toned look!"

i weigh the exact same like 68/70kg as before with a lower bf%, so. sure. but also. in comparison to most ppl in our family, im fitter than.. a lot of u, this means little to me
...js call me fat atp

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

and you might be thinking, "isnt it a waste of cal-" my 250g of protein boyslop is worth it, shut your mouth

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

me and my protein slop against the world (its keeping me alive until I find something solid to break my fast with... I want a medium rare steak.)

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

@astroweener 😞probably wouldn't be so bad if they wore sunscreen/lotion n just. tried accepting that genetics/habit play into how much your looks shift as u age

dude I get white hairs at 18, ill prolly have streaks in my locs during my late twenties or so if i get that far...that's p cool

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

me and my protein slop against the world (its keeping me alive until I find something solid to break my fast with... I want a medium rare steak.)

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

I meant that shit when I said no appetite increase allowed, i am content with hunger.. I do not need my binging to resurface. like ever, thanks tho

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

uurhfhg im so hungry......which is fine im. liquid fasting i js want... smoothie... apple juice.. protein shake...mrgnfndh fuck dude

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

uurhfhg im so hungry......which is fine im. liquid fasting i js want... smoothie... apple juice.. protein shake...mrgnfndh fuck dude

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

it's less of fearing their judgement when I eat, I just dislike being watched while I eat like its some kind of phenomenon

it isnt rare just bc you don't see it happening, i can go the whole week without eating anytime I want! nobody notices, but god forbid I eat at the table!!

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

let's all follow the pipeline of noticing that I dont eat around people for fun and then laugh nervously when I dodge meals with you people

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

let's all follow the pipeline of noticing that I dont eat around people for fun and then laugh nervously when I dodge meals with you people

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

the family starting ozemphic after I lost 21kg and they started noticing.

like okaaaayyy, you were content with being <200lbs!! what happened!! you guys complained when I started bc u thought my weight at 90kg was great!! what happened!!

[adri .ᐟ @fairlyblessed]

omg yes non disordered friend please keep talking about how little you eat and how much you workout that doesn’t trigger me at all!!!!

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

@mnocaelii @mxlous HAAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

@johnasexcursion 😭😭its a stain on rep.. I go through the pipeline of switching from cod to halo to rivals to ow bc I cant play rivals... ow bc cod is updating.. halo bc ow is PISSING ME OFF.

😞"heals?" I CANT OUT HEAL 4 ULTS. "where's our tank?" YOU SWITCHED TO DPS. YOUUUU. god ilyow players.

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

i don't think my appetite will increase much on t......well, I don't think im gonna increase my intake, I mean

there would be no point to that, I dont care to

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

@beanveline 😭😭 "high intake" and its because they're under 5'4 and/or extremely sedentary.

like no you're not gaining fat otherwise, you're weighing in after eating in general/eating heavy meals or intolerant to those foods.....that is normal, that's just food weight, it leaves easy.

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

@fujograce how my body looks! like sure I might like the idea of the number, but my bf% is also catering to it, if I look how I want at the weight I get to.. then ill js try to perfect it to my standards from there ig

[zyrien ☆ vash the stampede of edtwt @zyrienthe]

@fuushiroe congrats?? oml that. seems? relieving as hell dude