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I like making friends. If you don't mind, follow me.( *ˊᵕˋ)✩︎‧₊

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有没有人和我交友，我可以给你看我的血图，然后哪个国家的人都可以呀꒰ *•ɷ•* ꒱

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Wow, 200 followers, thank you everyone. ⸜(๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝⋆*

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@InferiorJoum 卧槽啊

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有没有人和我交友，我可以给你看我的血图，然后哪个国家的人都可以呀꒰ *•ɷ•* ꒱

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Always like to pick at my face, I should stop.

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If one day I can't hold on anymore, I might just take them all. There are probably over 200 mixed psychiatric pills in there.👾

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#shrtwt #redpigment This is a Halloween special effects makeup test, please carefully distinguish!

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Uncontrollable anxiety. Self-harm is the only way I can regulate my emotions now. I depend on it, and that's fine too.

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I really hate the people in my real life. They play the victim, saying they can't hold on anymore and need to see a doctor. I think it's so unfair. Why is it that what I fought so hard to get, you can get so easily? I'm so irritated.(╬•̀皿•́)

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I think this is where I truly belong.Very reassuring.

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The weather is really nice outside.♪(^∇^*)

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Now that I think about it, I must have been crazy in 2025. I was hurting myself almost every day back then, so now there isn't a single patch of good skin left on my whole body._(:з」∠)_

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@sweetiecakeuw Even though it's a doctor-patient relationship, I can sense that she has a bit of a personal interest in me, but I just want someone to be my emotional anchor.┏(｀ー´)┛

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But I personally feel that I don't have anything painful, and I have no evidence to prove that I've suffered, so I keep self-harming because the scars left by self-harm are proof that I've suffered. I think if I had more scars, would the doctor care about me more?(இωஇ )

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So I often get very anxious and irritable, thinking that if my pain isn't severe enough, will I lose her?

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@sweetiecakeuw I actually really like using my scars to get attention, but it really affects my life because they get extremely itchy! ⸜(๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝⋆*

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@uliuiiyagi (๑‾ ꇴ ‾๑)

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#Scar This is a Halloween makeup effect, please identify it carefully.(´•̥̥̥௰•̥̥̥`)

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@n1ght_st47s Japanese crane brand eyebrow razor

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Please look carefully—this is just horror makeup!(ー_ー)