Even though it’s only two years, I still keep thinking about the size of the emptiness you’re going to leave behind, Mingyu. I still can’t fully understand what my days will feel like without having you there like before. Maybe time will pass faster than I expect, but the thought of you not being there in the same way we’ve always been used to hurts more than I can put into words.
I know you’ve prepared so many things for us during your time away in the military, and I’m sure seeing everything you’ve prepared for us will make me happy. But there are things that no content could ever replace… your lives, talking to us, cooking with us, and telling us about even the smallest details of your day and your life. I never realized that these little things I had gotten so used to would become some of the things I’ll miss the most.
And especially the kiss you always gave us at the end of every live… maybe to you it was just a small moment before saying goodbye, but to me, it was one of those little things I loved and always looked forward to. The thought of not seeing it for such a long time hurts more than I can explain.
I know you’ll come back to us, and that’s why no matter how long you’re gone, I’ll wait for you just like before, counting the days until you come back to us safely and fill the emptiness you left behind once again. #민규 🩶