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Moots holiday to quahog whos down?😼😝

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Remind me guys to call my gp on monday. Need to really badly schedule an appointment with an endocrinologist but i keep forgetting🥲

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Mdma tonight🤭

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@whizskerszzz Looks divine🤤

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@emma_is_sad Goated flavour combo🔥

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Steak today :3

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Also my vitamins are arriving today so i gotta organise those in my pill box. Hope they help as these are the ones im defficient in as per my blood test results🙏

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Finished work! So nice to finally work an open! Took my last 2 edible gummies so im waiting patiently for those to properly kick in. Todays agenda:

• Tidy up the kitchen🥲
• Refresh my pink hair (bought a hair gloss so im excited to try that!)
• Workout
• sort uni stuff out

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@sprinkle_luvrrr Pints for charlie tonight who's down?😝😝😝✌️

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@naominootnoot Thank uuuu!!!🫶🫶🫶

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Weaning myself off of nicotine update: went from 20mg to 10mg. I can feel myself be a little more agitated and irritable than normal, but its not as bad as when i went cold turkey, so im gonna keep at it until my body gets used to 10mg, and then move onto 5mg😊

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@lilyymiotisic Ive made it to day 3 and 4 a few times before but the irritation (even though its so irrational) always gets me. Thank you for the encouraging words tho!🥰🫶 i do hope i can get myself off of nicotine for a decent period of time by the end of the year🙏

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Was doing so well weaning myself off of nicotine until i wasnt☹️ i hate this addiction. Ordered a refillable vape and a 10mg and 5mg juice and im gonna try wean myself off of it that way. Been vaping 20mg this whole time so its worth a shot i think. Just cant do cold turkey

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@thestargarf BRO I WAS SLEEPING!!! Aaaaa happy birthday !!!!! Glad you had a good day🥹💖 we love uuuu!!!🫶

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@ljloves_Jesus I havent had them in agesss until last week where i ate 3 for breakfast each day. Need to eat them more. Theyre too good!

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Before and after egg :3 🍳

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@sprinkle_luvrrr The rasp tastes so crispppp i love it!!! Much better than disposables. Idk why i used them for so long this is sm better

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What a cutie! Trying to be mindful of hitting my vape less. The raspberry liquid is 10mg, and the others are 5mg. Hoping to wean myself down to 0mg🙏

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@onnoffscale Thank you garfield😭💖

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@emma_is_sad Thank you!!! Im really trying my best given what i know about myself and what has failed for me so far

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@naominootnoot DO IT!!! be boujee and have a couple ice cubes w some premixed drinks if thats ur vibe! Gonna make them taste crisp asffff

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Napped w bf after we ate and watched family guy😴 gonna smoke a bit and listen to music b4 i quickly tidy up the house a bit x