𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙)

꧁✶ 𖤐⋆bi alt black girl idk⋆𖤐 ✶꧂
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#shtwt #shedtwt

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

꧁ ༺ ✶⋆. 𖤐 ✶⋆.༻ ꧂
mocha's shedtwt intro !!

† ཐི❤︎ཋྀ †
⛧ mocha they/she
⛧ 17!! (‘07) bisexual
⛧ #shedtwt #shtwt
⛧ bmi: 21.3 cw: 132lbs
ugw:112lbs
⛧ ifb! ❤︎/↺ to be moots!!

🫀₊˚🦇♱♪

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

still haven’t killed myself and got accepted into college who clapped

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

sigh

[I'm going to kill myself 0/20 billion @cchickenbreast]

I need suicide time to come sooner

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

i need relationship advice so bad :(

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

nvm no more perfume i could possibly get a seizure from doing so..? imma use toothpaste

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

if i dont get weed soon imma end it all ive been sober for way too long

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

ive been spraying perfume in my mouth to keep myself
from binging. i have more intense and insane cravings

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

i miss who i was before it all got bad i used to be so much more

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

i hate going to work, i have planning for college, i hate trging to find people that will finally see me for me, i jusy want to sleep forever everything is so exhausting.
especially when nobody can see how tired you are.
im only getting worse

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

heyyy moots trying to br more active again its just hard ive been barely making it ngl the weight of the world is crushing me so bad everything seems so pointless, even writing my thoughts on my acc feels pointless what am i even doinggg

[lulu ♡ @miausanity]

me when i look in the mirror

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

@Seanknarine HEY SEAN IVE RISEN FROM MY COFFIN

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

IM BACK !!
deleting twt did in fact not help I still want to kill myself much more than usual I’ve relapsed over and over my life’s a mess anyways senior year kicking my ass MOOTIES IM BACK HOMEEE

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

@v9ra__ AWHHH AHAHAGA THANK U FOR THINKING ABOUT ME IM STILL HERE UNFORTUNATELY BUT YEAAA IM GONNA BE ACTIVE AGAIN ����😼😼

[𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖆 ☆ (𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙) @zzz_mochaaa]

sigh drunk high and hungry kms

[evie･☆ *.☽ @mtndew0kitty]

is it bad that I have no actual irl or online friends and the only social interaction I get is by replying to ppl on edtwt