alex

24y •✨tw ed, depersonalisation • sw/hw 85kg • gw 55, 50 • ugw 43 • i don’t interact with fatphobic content

[alex @01may2019]

Hello there guys

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[alex @01may2019]

I didnt gain much weight most is proly just food weight too but my body feels like it got affected by a lot

[alex @01may2019]

Ive been binging during easter because i was staying at home duh and now all the progress with my eating habits feels in vain when my stomach growls so loudly at 9.30. When i was in school routine id not eat till 16 easily… now its so embarrassing

[alex @01may2019]

Bros im balding so quickly

[alex @01may2019]

@Aiko67986787 I love grandma-core :( i have some old plates from arabia and i treasure them dearly 🤣

[alex @01may2019]

@akindomember BRUH I LOVE ONIISAMA but i gotta admit im this bitch hater 🥲 her sister on the other side…….🤭

[alex @01may2019]

@danisstarving Thats actually so simple and smart, i will try this out!

[alex @01may2019]

I swear my scale is broken. I restricted, the scale kept the same, just now i binged for 3 days straight and it was the same. Now im back to restricting since the binge happened like 2 days ago AND THE SCALE. IS STILL. EXACTLY. THE SAME. THE ENTIRE NUMBER. IS THE SAME

[alex @01may2019]

It drives me crazy is it broken???? Am i just somehow maintaining all the way to 0.1 number?? No matter if i shit or not if i binge or not IM STUCK. I just wanna starve to move it but i cannot skip dinners and it makes me so upset. I want it to move. Either way atp

[alex @01may2019]

Im sorry but im lowkey fed up with low cal recipes where low cal means changing sugar to sweetener and cutting one cake into 100 pieces. “30 cal per serving!!!” Wow no way best friend, normal cake would be as well

[alex @01may2019]

Ive been unable to fast due to others and im a bit upset, ive been maintaining for so long now. At least im maintaining yes its good. Another good thing is that i at least got to healthy weight before this stop. Yay positivity

[alex @01may2019]

@helloimbony Daim cake but the fluffy one is my biggest binge trigger…. Like leave me alone with it in a room i will have the whole thing gone in a moment

[alex @01may2019]

Im not the one to correct her. So i just said i exercised a bit more and skipped lunch which is true both cases. I tried to advise her not to starve but didnt wanna be too pushy its not my business

[alex @01may2019]

She said shes been trying to lose weight so shes been starving herself but since i lost weight so quickly she wanted to know “my secret” bestie me too. I didnt say that ofc though. She also isnt very aware its disordered, she just sees it as normal part of wl

[alex @01may2019]

She said that shes been observing me for past few weeks and that i really look dramatically different. Bro bro bro

[alex @01may2019]

I just was told i lost A LOT of weight and they were so pressing on the fact that it was “SO MUCH” and “SO QUICK”. I feel so validated, she asked me what my secret is and if im starving 🤣🤣 girl please this is the best compliment i ever heard

[alex @01may2019]

And protein bars are fucking 4€ here because its an office building…. I dont wanna spend that much on a piece of rubbery shit

[alex @01may2019]

My bf basically made me buy something for breakfast and i know he cares bcs its not normal for normal people to go without food until 16. but :( i dont need the unnecessary cala

[alex @01may2019]

I dont know what I’m expecting but whenever I’m clicking on those quick weight loss threads I’m always disappointed to find out there’s exercise there

[alex @01may2019]

I’ve been maintaining for a while now:(