like sure my cheeks weren’t as chubby but they still were bc of my bulimia and sure my thighs were smaller but i didn’t really notice anyway bc of my body dysmorphia
it’s kinda fucked i don’t notice a difference from when i was like really underweight and dying to now when im healthy and my hair isn’t falling out and i don’t constantly get light headed like thats kinda fucked like what was all that starving purging fixating for..