syris gabriel

0 days binge free… my digital diary. #edrtwt femme lesbian.

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@tryingpriincess Moots??? 👀

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@_oli1ver Well u don’t have to if u don’t want to but I hope u liked my tutorial

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@_oli1ver First step: I follow u.
Second step: u follow me back.
YAYYYY!!!

[𐙚 . ݁ Oliver @_oli1ver]

how do i find moots

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@skeIetonskins Hi wanna be moots?!?!

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

My body is exhausted.. I can’t eat normal portions anymore cus my body isn’t used to it and makes me feel horrifically nauseous. I HATE MYSELF… at least there won’t be a chance of me getting better anytime soon.

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@pinkcvpcake Most likely not… if u eat almost any amount under ur maintenance ur bound to lose… sometimes slowly sometimes quicker depending on the def…

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

Is this my real life!?!? Up at midnight crying and shaking over food :( ?? I hate this sick world and I hate myself for being sick in it… what did I do to deserve this? I must’ve k1lled or was some kinda witch in a past life surely.. why else would I be punished so severely?

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

The guilt consumes me :( I can’t bare it… I feel physically ill from anxiety and guilt. Am I even disordered if I can’t eat what I planned :/??? Worst part is I didn’t plan to eat… the plan was to f4st. I’m gonna vomit from shame :((( why can’t I be like other ppl??? Sigh

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

Update for 23/9/26
Hi guys short one cus im sad rn :(
overate today… uhh
Today I ate:
Fish and chips (half the serving I was given)
Muffin
Apple
Chicken bites (they’re quite low cal for what they r)
Peanuts (like half the bag)

Not a binge but defo overate.. :( #fat

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

Nvm. Locked out… just hol up guys

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

I am so locked in rn holy shit… the goal is to f4st for 48 hours… gyuuuulps NO CUS THE ISSUE WITH THAT IS MY MOTHER IS SUCH A GOOD COOK OMG STOP HAVING SKILLS OR IM GOING TO GET INSANELY OBESE

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@flvtt3rsshy Because she literally won’t allow me to… I know there has to be ways to work around this and that’s why I’m asking on what to do… I’m probably going to eat plant based when Ive moved out, I’ve already decided that… but that isn’t an option for me rn. Is that okay? HELP!!!

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@flvtt3rsshy Hello!!! I am genuinely looking for a response and to not be hated on for this because people often jump on me because of this… MY MOTHER WONT LET ME!! What do I do? I’ve told her time and time again that I want to but she won’t help me at all and I can’t do my own shopping (1)

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

Frauding with angels and positions to look smaller #woooo

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@viaigoreki Alcohol cals don’t count if you’re pure of heart ❤️

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

I want a tomato. I ain’t ab to break my f4st over a tomato. Tomatoes with salt doe 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@screamqueenx_x Negl baggy hurts more imo cus u gotta rip that shit off OOHHHH LORD OWWWWWWWCHHH I can feel it… if u take skinny jeans off RLLY slow it doesn’t rlly pull that much.. idk

[Daniel Larson of edtwt @DanielLarsonry]

I’m bored anorexia is boring I miss eating when I was bored I’m bored are skinny people just bored all the time

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

@strvedfqwn Clearly u haven’t had my mums roast ooohhhhh lorddddd… it unfortunately sabotages me a lot

[syris gabriel @0dykeday]

Im lowkey annoyed at myself for my fear of sick I feel like I’d b/p all the time if I could. I once tried to pvrge but it literally didn’t work???? I have little gag reflex and can shove my fingers into my throat with no reaction (no sussy) but when I binge I just firm It #fairs