🤍🧸⬦I just want to be the tiniest, prettiest doll on the shelf⬦🧸🤍⬦CW•No♡⬦HW•216lbs⬦❀Food×Fashion Diary❀ ⬦Lover of the color orange, maple syrup,﹠the moon
𖦹 OMAD | 800cals
• Kale & Pickled Jalapeños mixed with Roasted Jalapeño Hummus & topped with Nutritional Yeast Seasoning
• Chickpea Peanut Butter Dough
• Chocolate Rice Cakes
• Carrots that I again had an allergic reaction to & was replaced with Corn Pops & SF Peach Snapple
I cannot express enough how viscerally uncomfortable I am in this body. I see myself as a different entity from it. This pasty 120lb flesh is completely separate from the sickly olive 96lb body that I inhabited. I don't know this body. It's not me. I'm trapped under layers of fat
This body is foreign and unfamiliar to me. I want nothing to do with it. It causes more discomfort than it does digust. I do not want to touch it or look at it or acknowledge it in any way. I bathe it with my eyes fixed to the wall. I will not claim it as mine. I do not want it.
@xnikotyna_waifx Dressing is
1 tsp Gochujang
½ tbsp Amino Acids / Soy Sauce
½ tbsp Rice Vinegar
1 tbsp Maple Syrup
Whisk together and toss with thin veg of choice! :)