Now that these onchain moves calmed down, and the guy is still building, and the chart looks good, and it’s cheaper than my entry, I will share that OTC is indeed my favorite high beta on chain launchpad-and-stuff coin. It’ll prob go to 0 eventually like all things but I like it. I don’t know much about it. Nfa.
Wild how much of a mental rollercoaster this trading shit can take you on and how much it bleeds into ur real life. Swinging between pure euphoria to legitimate depression a week later & it rubbing off onto ppl around me. How the fuck do I solve this
Journal #23
Zeroed out again.
Trading with a low port is something I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy.
Not being able to hold coins for longer because you're afraid of losing the profit, so you just take the scalp instead.
Exiting way too quickly for a loss because you're scared of it going lower, only for it to end up going back to your entry and then even higher.
Struggling so hard mentally, knowing there is such an abundant market with opportunities everywhere, yet still not being able to perform the way I know I can.
The worst part is, I know I have the skill to trade profitably and execute high quality trades. It's not that I don't have the ability to do it. It's the mental side of trading that I'm struggling with right now, and it's holding me back from performing at the level I know I'm capable of.
On top of that, trying to improve yourself outside of trading and in the real world, knowing that doing the wrong things will impact your trading as well.
It sucks so much, to be honest. I'm mentally broken right now. Putting in so much work, only to find myself in this position after a couple of months hurts alot.
I've been watching videos from the start of the year talking about how much further I should have progressed by now, how I should be profitable, seeing the results of all the work I've put in, changing my life, and yet I haven't gotten there.
Although one thing is certain.
I WILL NOT QUIT, I WILL NOT ALLOW ALL THIS PROGRESS TO BE FOR NOTHING. I WILL KEEP GOING UNTIL I ACCOMPLISH BEYOND MY EXPECTATIONS. I KNOW MY TIME IS COMING SOON INSHALLAH.
Alhamdulillah for the lessons I've learned and for being able to experience these difficult times. I can't wait to look back at this in the future and be proud of myself for never giving up despite how hard times got.
"Is trading hard?"
I don't know, you tell me.
We need the mental toughness of a pro athlete, patience of a monk, precision of a brain surgeon, pattern recognition of a chess grandmaster.
All at the same time. Under pressure. While managing fear, greed, ego...in real time, with your own money on the line.
Competing against the smartest people on earth, the richest people on earth...who have better data, faster technology, and deeper pockets.
Whose entire business model is taking retail's money.
Oh ya...and you're expected to stay calm, make rational decisions, and execute while in a violent dogfight with your own emotions.
Is trading hard? I don't know, you tell me.
Next question.
URmom is literally the perfect coin to hit 1 billion on POrNs btw
Elon literally is the goat, two ideas marscoin & URmom
and together you get SPACE seX
What a guy