@Og_Blyat@BonesawMD Thank you. It's definitely the former. As well the fuck up was hard, but not betrayal level. Time to take the chance and go the extra mile I guess.
Honestly I'm just burned out man. I live in Ireland. So many nice things about it too, but I'm just tired. Tired of the wrong people being rewarded, while I can't save enough for a house deposit. Earn too much to get any support, but not any where near enough to afford anything. Can forget about renting too, I'd have to spend my entire wage on rent and bills.
@Trader101Jp@TrueSlazac Jealous of what would they be, exactly? The potholes, the borderline criminal taxes, the lack of any meaningful Garda presence and the lawlessness that entails? Or is it something else? I'm really curious.
@Chizitere_xyz Sometimes it's better to fight, than to remain silent. Fighting is a form of expression at least. Nothing worse than silent resentment. A fight now and again can actually be good.
@BonesawMD Personally had to quit watching completely. I'm not keeping count, but it's been some weeks and I can feel the brain healing on a daily basis. Honestly even at this stage the urges are gone. Probably the easiest addiction to beat in life.
@156alexs 1. Slipknot
2. Behemoth
3. Bad Omens
4. The Ghost Inside
5. Jinjer
6. Unprocessed
7. Arctic Monkeys
8. Wardruna
9. Miles Kane
10. Inhaler
Mix of metal/rock and some viking folk ๐