Jah

[Jah @1jah__]

Gotta start looking out for myself the way I look out for everybody else.

[Jah @1jah__]

Every accomplishment restarts the clock , grind like you still at the bottom .

[Jah @1jah__]

Been dead on the inside for years , i forgot what happiness feel like …

[Jah @1jah__]

You ever feel like you failing everybody else when you try to make a move for yourself ?? …

[Jah @1jah__]

I can feel my run coming to an end , but I’m not going down without a fight

[Jah @1jah__]

I’m human , I make mistakes…

[Jah @1jah__]

I built my own lane and I stay in it , keep my name away from all the negativity

[Jah @1jah__]

14 years ago my dad passed and I was forced to build myself up into the man I am today alone without a single hand out . No narrative you try to push about me is going to change that .

[Jah @1jah__]

I just want one person that I can trust with the REAL me , but I guess that’s too much to ask for.

[Jah @1jah__]

Every time I step out it’s a few bands on me .

[Jah @1jah__]

Everybody love when I come around spending money but nobody was there when I was on my ass grinding for it .

[Jah @1jah__]

Broke a couple hearts tryna read the mixed signals mines was sending me .

[Jah @1jah__]

So tired of taking care of everybody at the expense of myself , when somebody gonna come listen to my problems and how I’m feeling ….

[Jah @1jah__]

Spent my whole life making sure everyone I care about doesn’t drown & I let myself drown in the process . These next 3 months for me ….

[Jah @1jah__]

All I do is smoke and add zeros to my bank balance , baby I’m boring 😂

[Jah @1jah__]

I be so far out the way ion even keep up with these dumb ass trends yall got going on

[Jah @1jah__]

Everyday I try my hardest not to relapse into the nigga I suppressed to become the man I am today ….

[Jah @1jah__]

Told you my mental was bad and you acted like you ain’t care , now it’s my turn to show you I don’t care 🤝🏽

[Jah @1jah__]

You wasn’t around when I was down so why should you enjoy me while I’m up …

[Jah @1jah__]

Stay down and stack for a year , then shit on everybody who played with you …