Mahalakshmi Subramanian

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

Sexual abuses are life altering and abusers should receive capital punishment.

Sexual abuse involves non-consensual physical contact with the aim of harming an individual.

Sexual abuses cause severe harm because touch is neurological. Touch is the first sense through which we make sense of this world; why a mother's touch is sacred for a newborn's health.

When someone uses the same touch to harm you, the body understands that the external world is no more safe. The brain should ideally resort to either fight or flight mode i.e. retaliate against the abuser or leave the environment.

But due to the cultural conditioning of women since time immemorial, shame is attached (only) to an abused woman. This shame is deeply encoded in our nervous system and even passed down across generations. Thus, in almost all cases of sexual abuse, a woman's nervous system escapes into the freeze mode.

In freeze mode, the pre-frontal cortex, the reasoning part of the brain shuts down and only the primitive parts of the brain, like amygdala and limbic systems, are active. Hence, a sexually abused woman becomes just a walking zombie. The mind also starts repressing this memory and is blocked from consciousness and becomes deeply sub/unconscious.

As the trauma is left unprocessed and untreated, the brain continues in it's survival mode flooding the body with stress hormones causing trigger based panic attacks, poor hormonal health, poor sleep quality, and a generational imprint on the nervous system.

In murder, the victim dies only once. But a sexual abuse victim carries the pain, memory and triggers of sexual abuse which is punitive in every day life without doing anything wrong. Shouldn't then the abusers be punished for eternity as well?

Currently, the POSH act has punishments ranging from disciplinary action to imprisonment only. Still, why animals in the form of men used this weapon against me, multiple times, while working @Zoho?

How can salaried employees, including house keeping staff, carry out these heinous activities without fearing their livelihood, employment consequences and reputation?

The abusers should have relied on the shame conditioned on women and that a woman will never speak out in consideration of her character and purity. The multiple sexual abuses and the pattern in which they were orchestrated within Zoho clearly shows that someone very powerful in Zoho's leadership didn't want me working there.

An organization with such leadership & clout can choose to remain silent and deny me justice. Till date, about 2 months since my complaint, the @NCWIndia hasn't issued legal notice to Zoho's POSH Internal Committee inspite of the process being clearly mentioned in NCW's SOP (image below). Justice has always been costly and delayed for the powerless!

But I feel self-empowered having brought my lived experiences to light and it wasn't easy. I will continue to stand up for myself, keeping up the fight with courage and not cower in shame.

@Annapurna4BJP @VijayaRahatkar @Manekagandhibjp @smritiirani @suhasinih @BDUTT @palkisu

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

And it just dawned on me how two past events are linked to the ongoing financial malpractice.

- In Oct 2024, Saravanan Subramanian (so called brother) asked for my ICICI card as his wife family wanted to buy a fridge for them as marriage gift and there's a discount for icici cards. I obliged. I heard that the discount was about 12k. The discount price was icky but too easy to pass in daily life.

- In November 2024, I had gone to Colombo and one day had gone to a mall on a weekend. It was really crowded and I was in line for entry and bag checking. While loading my bag through the scanner, I noticed the bag zip was open. Panic struck and immediate search revealed that my wallet was missing. I immediately asked the security to search and after panicking and reaching for help with the mall security team, I was informed that a auto driver is looking for me. I had reached the mall by auto/ tuk tuk and when I went he returned my wallet. he said that I had left it in the seat. I didn't think much about it. I was just relieved that I got the wallet back in a foreign country. Some days later, it did occur to me how I could have left it at the seat when I paid in cash to the tuk tuk wala and the cash would have been in my purse. Again, in normal life, it just passed as a bad incident.

But looking at these incidents through the lens of the organized mafia to control me to illegally and steal my financial assets, I'm wondering if these 2 incidents were meticulously orchestrated to steal my credit card data and create duplicates? Was my credit card picked out of my bag when in line and then tampered? Is this the leverage that's being used to frame Saravanan Subramanian & the friend I went to visit in Colombo to attend their mother's funeral? Is this how this crime mafia is able to siphon my own hidden funds illegally to target me?

I don't want to go into details about this ex-friend. But I think he was employed by Zoho when I was being touted to become the Ceo drama they were playing!

Wow. What must be at stake for such international/ complex/ financial crimes?

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

The BJP party & government is nothing but one with sewer rats for using even the CISF and defence personnel to harm me.

If we think back, my complaint with the TN police about physical assault by the family was wrongfully & illegally closed in early Feb 2026. I don't think it would have been possible without the political pressure from AIADMK + DMK .

I say AIADMK because, one of my maternal aunt is married into a family related to a Periyakaruppan, an erstwhile AIADMK minister. In Jan 2026, the ruling government was DMK. The family I grew up in doesn't otherwise have the influence or money to bribe and close a domestic violence case within two weeks of CSR issuance and my written statement that I wanted FIR filed; especially with incoming elections.

I think after all it's very true that DMK & AIADMK were secretly in alliance as far as each turned a blind eye to the other's corruption of TN. And if AIADMK and DMK were co-operating, DMK was in fact working with the BJP too.

And it's very likely, that I was targeted in my home state, at Zoho only with the influence of the BJP.
Regional parties DMK & AIADMK would have lots to lose for targeting me, as I was, when the union government is supposedly their arch rival!

After all, thala olunga irundha daan vaal olunga irukum.

Neengalam viksit party ah nadhaari party ah... Thu sakkadai 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

And this sewer rat party BJP is trying to frame just Sridhar Vembu for all the atrocities that happened/happening to me. When I visited the Sholinganallur Central Crime branch on July 17 2026, they made a look alike of svembu come and be seated behind me. They also sent a lady with that male which I think is supposed to fill in for Radha Vembu and one of them kicked my chair from the back. I don't know if the Vembu family knows that they will also be thrown under the bus by the BJP to wash their hands off as I close in with my complaints.

And since March 2026, there have been multiple incidents where the Modi team has been trying to push the narrative by sending people to kick my seat in flights from behind using a male kid, sending people to restaurants with fathers asking their kid son to sit where I'm seated, even stooping so low to send mentally challenged kids to enact dramas.

and all of them deserve capital punishment, including for treason and compromising national security.

This mafia is also well known for using police force and social circles to label me as "mental" and "imagining things". I'm just waiting for the crime investigation to prove financial malpractice in handling my financial assets through the unsecured loan by ICICI against credit card provided in May 2025 when I didn't have any income and the subsequent cover ups by ICICI, RBI & the Finance Minister.

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

WHO WRONGED YOU; IT'S TIME YOU STOMP TO DEATH THE NARAGUSARANS RULING THIS COUNTRY AND WHO MISUSED THEIR POWER AND TARGETED ME. THIS IS MY LIFE'S GOAL NOW!

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

BADLA. BLOOD BATH. REVENGE.

IT'S TIME TO TAKE THE LIFE OUT OF THOSE WHO MADE YOUR LIVING DIFFICULT. IT'S TIME TO RIP LIVES APART OF THOSE WHO BACKSTABBED YOU. IT'S TIME TO END THE LEADERS & COMMONERS WHO PUSHED YOU DOWN WITH AUTHORITY. IT'S TIME FOR SOORASAMHARAM OF ALL THOSE

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

NEVER LET ANYONE INTIMIDATE YOU

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How the Modi government uses this sophisticated defence technology to harm and control me: (4/n)

I had realized by June 2025 that something deeply was wrong and that I am a foster child. When SP.Ramaiah, the foster grandfather called me in Aug 2025, I began asking questions; where he was when I was born and so on and started embracing that I was not born in the family.

A few days into my stay in Velachery, I had gone to Instore for shopping. When I was crossing the road to the other side, a big SUV approached me in a intimidating way. The driver was look alike of TTV Dinakaran. Another car followed with a couple in the same intimidating way. And then a police patrol jeep.

I had almost forgotten about this look alike incident. Earlier this month, when I had gone out and was returning in cab by the same road, the Uber driver raced at the exact same spot and when I questioned about the speed, he said someone will hit from the back implying the first instance of sexual abuse that happened to me at Zoho and trying to implicate the look alike.

Are TTV Dinakaran and companions so powerful and have authority to track my movement, break laws in plain sight, have so much influence inside Zoho to sexually abuse and harm me? No. This is how the Modi govt works; the main culprit. The rest could be just accomplices.

This is one example of the drama the framing mfuckers do.

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

How the BJP led GoI is able to track all my movements to sexually abuse & harass me and manipulate my environment. (1/n)

A crucial update to the calls/network tapping part of the complaint with the TN CM cell dated July 17 2026

- I returned to India from the U.S. in July 2022. The criminal Saravanan Subramanian very affectionately provided an iPhone to me. The iphone was provided to him as a work phone by his employer Vestas. He was then using a 3-4 year old iphone and he was a very caring brother to give this new work phone to me. I started using this phone.

- In Nov 2022, I started working in Zoho; the worst set of people you could ask to work in a team. You can read the details in my earlier post about the workplace discrimination that I experienced there starting from the interview process. You should also go check the qualifications and work quality of the team from which I was expelled a couple of weeks before my termination.

During this period, I knew that these people in my team are aware of my social media activities, posts, the cafes I go to, etc. I say this to Saravanan Subramanian, my only confidant then. He dismissed it saying there's no such software capable of it.

But, day by day, this conviction is just increasing; powered by the way the excellent team working for Zoho Marketing Automation & Zoho PageSense behaved with me.

In May/June 2023, during some downtime at work, with the sexual abuses aftermath, I try learning about Google's Marketing software as it's also related to my work to know if I should turn off some settings to secure my private social media posts and suspected Google Maps activity leak.

I was never able to figure it out and stop being tracked even in public places.

- From then till date, this tracking of my movements and manipulating my environment continues unabated.

In this time, around 2024, I thought they were able to do it by using their influence with Google, Meta employees and have access to my data.

Then, it occured to me, that is a very risky process and could leave evidence trail.

Then, I thought it's very easy for whoever doing this to tap into my mobile network data and read information packets passing via the mobile carrier network. So, in 2026, I switched my mobile network from Airtel to BSNL & Jio.

Still, nothing has changed. Then, it became clear that even BSNL is not safe and with the sexual abuses and harassments all over India, including through Indian civil aviation and defence airports, GoI is behind it and BSNL is their play toy. I once had my BSNL network blacked out while calling 100 in Delhi NCR.

Now, the crucial update about tracking my movements through network tapping as mentioned in the complaint is, it's wrong.

Many a times, I've felt the people I talk to over phone are not always the one whom I intend to talk to. My calls get routed to a call-center like help desk where using voice changing technology, someone, like a spy handler, handles my calls.

I don't even know if my social media posts are getting published and reaching as per standard algorithms without any tampering.

One example for this is when I called the office of MP P.Chidambaram using the phone number listed on INC's website, I was told it was the number of Ladakh Emergency response. I was staying in Ladakh at that time. Why would a Ladakh's emergency response system have the telephone code of 011 (Delhi's STD code). A couple of times I heard moaning sounds when I was answering calls from some delivery agents. I received a call from a Professional courier office in Mannarkudi. I don't have anyone to send me parcel and I don't have any relatives in Mannarkudi. Even if it was a dial to a wrong number, I don't know how they got my name right.

Thus, I'm able to conclude this level of tracking and abusing could happen only by installing a custom chip in the phones I use; very hard to prove and leaves no evidence trail with any outside organisation.

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

How the BJP led GoI is able to track all my movements to sexually abuse & harass me and manipulate my environment (2/n)

And it started with the iphone the criminal Saravanan Subramanian handed it to me. It was not a normal handover like anyone would while gifting a phone. His body language and the sense of hasteness when he himself took the SIM from my old phone and inserted in the iphone before handing it to me is not normal.

Can any common man have access to such sophisticated technology ? Doesn't it say that the BJP led GoI has been using defence technologies to harm me with the intention of using me for their political games?

I wish that criminals like Saravanan Subramanian are found guilty and hanged to death. I don't care if he did what he did to me at the order of the supreme authority of India. I don't have words for the rage of my privacy and fundamental rights being breached.

How was I selected? Why was I selected?

In late 2024, I realized I had developmental issues because I didn't have a positive secure relationship with my mother as a baby. In 2025, the way Sumathe & Saravanan Subramanian abandoned me it became clear that I wasn't born in the family.

It shouldn't have been difficult for the GoI to have this information about these issues within my family; that Sumathe Subramanian isn't my mother and Saravanan Subramanian isn't my brother, which is why it has been so easy for them to throw me under the bus and not care about me. This criminal activity has not only breached my rights but have destroyed the basic yet strong fabric of any civilized society : family. And for this and for my rightful rage, I will burn this country and all those responsible, if I can!

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

@godknowsdgj1 @grok what is this soundtrack?

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

And I'm looking forward to the day that can uncover these assets which could lead to the toppling of this current modi BJP sewer rats government! 🤣 Something should explain the compromise at the highest national security level, taking the highest risk by gambling Zoho to sexually abuse me multiple times and then remove my financial independence to subsequently destroy me, the budget spent on flight tickets, manpower and other resources that were used to hunt me down in this entire country!

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

How my (foster) father Subramanian AL's chronic renal failure came about and how his dialysis treatment in Billroth hospital began:

- It should be 2012 summer. There was a by-election for the Pudukkottai MLA seat. Subramanian AL used to be friends with ADMK party functionaries in West Tambaram ; he used to be a "service man" for them. As his native is a village in Pudukkottai district, he had accompanied the Tambaram ADMK people for the by-election campaign and made them stay in his parent's house shared between 3 brothers. I came to know about this only when the elder brother expressed his displeasure at this incident a few days my after they burnt my father in late 2013. Back to 2012: When he returned from the by-election campaign, he was dropped home by his companions who informed us that he ate an apple on the way and since then his mouth has been bleeding. Even after a couple of hours, the bleeding didn't stop. I don't remember exactly why the criminal Sumathe Subramanian called a P.Vellaisamy in T.Nagar who asked us to bring him to Billroth hospitals. And just like that he got admitted and the bi-weekly dialysis began and eventually he dying in Nov 2013.

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

How my father died:

My father, AL. Subramanian, was diagnosed with kidney failure in 2012. He had to undergo dialysis since then and until a transplant could be arranged. It was devastating.

- The diagnosis came around mid 2012 through a doctor in the West Tambaram Deepam hospital. I am unable to recall his name. This doctor missed his creatinine levels that was increasing every month and finally execeeded the normal levels. His diabetes was uncontrolled and mismanaged. There were also no referrals to nutritionists to avoid foods rich in creatinine and thereby contain the disease.

- His life became confined to home and bi-weekly dialysis at Billroth hospitals, Nungambakkam. In his words, he wanted and hoped to live for another 5-7 years until he saw us settled.

- He was sick and not his usual self; but he was not deadly sick until the emergency dialysis through neck in Nov 2013.

- A couple of days before his death on Nov 21 2013, he had gone to Billroth hospitals for routine dialysis. I still remember that day. I was home due to the break in my ongoing penultimate college semester exams. I became worried when my father and the mother, Sumathe Subramanian did not return from hospital by their usual time around afternoon. I tried calling Sumathe Subramanian to no answer. Only upon their arrival late in the evening, I came to know that my father had to undergo an emergency dialysis through an operation in his neck.

-On the second morning, Nov 21 2013, I was woken up around 5/6 am and was asked to make milk and idly. My father complained feeling sick and was being attended by Sumathe Subramanian. She had also called the taxi that usually takes them to Billroth. My father was becoming unconscious and was taken to the car with the help of the driver. We first went to the AG hospital in Tambaram where admission was denied. So we proceeded to Billroth hospital. Upon reaching, he was admitted in the emergency ward and within a few minutes he was pronounced dead. It never occurred to me then to see what Billroth hospitals had cited as the reason for death.

I don't know why this criminal Sumathe Subramanian would discharge my dad from the ICU on the same day after an emergency dialysis through neck? How can Billroth hospitals allow that even if it was the patient's caretaker decision? Of course, we were financially constrained. But we were able to get by with the help of insurance from my brother's employment. In any case, this sudden emergency wouldn't have added a big sum to what we were already spending. Any truly caring person would have prioritised recovery and not discharge.

Also, the criminal, Sumathe Subramanian didn't inform nor consult anyone about the operation or the discharge. She neither contacted me, my brother or her own family members. Why?

Many years since my father's death, I had held on to the grief as to why I didn't have the knowledge to call an ambulance which might have saved my father. Why did Sumathe Subramanian call a taxi while attending to him and not an ambulance?

I had also carried the grief that he would have lived if he had gotten more support from his family. To start with, things were not great between my father and the mother. At that time, I thought it's natural for both sides given the toll of chronic illness on the patient and the caretaker. I thought it will pass. But why did this criminal Sumathe Subramanian postpone my father's dialysis schedule in late October/ early November to attend the house warming function of a neighbor? How can it be so important than my father's health?

I can give the benefit of doubt regarding not calling an ambulance as even I couldn't think of it then. But, not the immediate discharge from the ICU.

It's well known that individuals with chronic illness & organ failure have compromised immunity. Why such a patient was allowed to go home immediately with an unhealed hole in his neck?

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

Who knows why she hid that she was married or why her child didn't parent me or what was the highest threat that they changed my identity....and how stupid they have been to unnecessarily get me into this mess for who knows what.. but what I'm sure about is that I will make everyone who hurt me pay very very dearly.

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

How the BJP led GoI headed by PM Modi uses this sophisticated defence technology to harm and control me: (3/n)

1. Deprive me of basic necessities - safe shelter

Make it difficult for me to stay safely in a place by creating troubles in the places I stay through Airbnb or any other app (Violent behavior by Swiggy guy on Mar 3 2026 and many incidents afterwards) ; Make only expensive AirBnb listings appear on my AirBnB; Block out calendars of nominal AirBnB listing either by controlling the app / creating genuine looking bookings through their man & money power. Make the cleaners / staff in my stays to sexually harass me by pointing fingers gesture and so on.

Making criminal kothadimai human with dicks to stand in the view point of my bathroom windows from next building. If I don't have common sense, understand how vision flows or any critical thinking, I would just run helter skelter to safety and back to the abusive family.

Also, by making me spend more, making me run out of money, they can easily make me run back to the abusive controlling family.

2. Deprive me of basic necessities - access to safe food

Tamper the food delivered to me through Zomato in addition to the sexual harrassments by the delivery agents. By knowing my personal health details through Google search history, send Veg Sandwiches from Sangeetha sprinkled with plain chilly powder on the edges to trigger stomach inflammation and aggravate gastritis. Make Geetham Veg to send stew for appam with two big green chillies.

If I shift to home cooking, intentionally alter the temperature of Oats and diced carrots packages so that they go bad. A little carelessness or distraction that is normal when sick, would have made me use it and thus become sick even further and run straight to emergency where they can make the hospitals not treat me until a family member comes. Or use this MO to create panic in a health conscious person.

Special mention to the hassles they create by making the delivery agents act like it's so hard to find my address when it's right there and with developed maps in urban areas!

3. The PM using Zoho already eliminated my financial independence by sexually abusing me multiple times & then inappropriately terminating me.

4. I've already written about how all my social media accounts and phone calls are tampered with. I never connect to those I'm intend to be connecting to. My handler employed by Modi & his team monitors me 24*7 to control and achieve this manipulation.

5. Send Uber drivers with names of my abusers (Ajith Kumar, Saravanan T). Appoint Emergency room doctors who is a look alike of my abusers.

6. When CM/PM travels by road, there's bandobasth at every few inches. When I step out and travel, every inch of the road is populated with passerby to do some gestures, some expressions, park cars with license plates carrying my father's initials (AL), intentionally creating accident like ruckus between vehicles and so on. It's pure torture and annoyance for me. But why care so much and work so hard to manipulate and control me?

Thus and combined with few hints by the late Subramanian AL, I've been able to deduce that I'm the granddaughter of ex-CM Jayalalithaa.

I don't know what the hell she has bequeathed in my name and to which criminal she confided in, but it is the reason I'm being hunted down in every corner of this country.

To be clear, this hunt is not just for her Poes garden house or the wealth she might have had after her IT confiscation; it's something much bigger - probably some royal wealth that holds ancient treasures or indisputable mineral resources which is why they want me to marry someone of their choosing and within a time frame for their politicL agenda and not as I wish.

[Mahalakshmi Subramanian @1stdonotharm]

Desperate bastardized animals commit desperate & visible crimes providing so much evidence 🤣 danke

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The only possible explanation is none of these people thought that the TVK had a chance!

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appa va ex-CM aaki CM aaga vendiyavara 🤫

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This is also purely BJP's play; who knows for what. The decillion dollar question is how did the BJP and their EC let Vijay win TN!

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Today Chennai became the place, a thamizhan was not able to buy Anchor cross stitch kit in any craft store, including the closure of her regular shop. Not unprecedented though

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Evan veetu pillaiku endha mayiru seer seiyardhu

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Most visible running campaign in Tamilnadu by Autokaaran since I came to Chennai:

"Be kind to animals"

Glad to see Autowalahs who complain about struggling with decent income be thoughtful about street animals.. and that too in English

Epdiyo pengalin thirumana vayadhu quote removed

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And the icks with Zoho:

- When I was using this iPhone from Vestas as my work phone while working for Zoho, I never experienced any warning or issues while signing into my Zoho work account. On the surface, this looks like a terrible conflict of interest wrt information security right ?

- In between Feb - April 2023, I had the following conversation with Mounika Devari in whose marriage I was sexually abused for the first time by Ajith Kumar BM.

One night (UK shift), I was working when Mounika came and randomly started talking. She said that her sister Sruthi who also works in Zoho experienced an
incident where someone told her sister what color dress she was wearing and who she was with
during the weekend using an AI app built by a team in Zoho. I have felt she always talks to me with an agenda and share stories which are mostly a bluff. So, I dismissed this then saying such things cannot exist as we are bound to comply with EU laws.

What was Mounika's agenda behind this conversation? Why did her sister or Mounika not report about the app? I don't know if it was the same night or a different one, she asked 'Do you always
shutdown your laptop while leaving?' Why?