i feel like bpd makes relationships 10x more complicated bc it makes me do shit thatโs so out of character sometimes. and it can make me think in ways that i would never think otherwise
if we disagree about something and you end up telling me that you agree, donโt fucking bring it up the following week and tell me you only end up agreeing bc you essentially wanted me to shut up
this man gets triggered by genuinely innocent questions then gaslights the shit out of me when i literally get caught off guard by his uncalled for reactions
been working extra hard at the gym to gain more muscle but iโm so ready to cut for the summer bc the extra fat that comes with the muscle gain is not sitting right with me ๐ญ