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🌺 23 ~ working towards a healthy mind & body • a diary about my life with #schizophrenia #bpd & #ed 🌓 she/her 🌜

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

Forgot to post this at the time but I’m officially 4 years clean!! 🥹🤍 #RecoveryPosse

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@e_cdysis You too 🩵🩵🩵 I’m always here if you feel like a chat 🥰

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@Bottoms_bray Thank you I hope so 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

Seriously fuck bulimia it’s controlling my life

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@blesus19 Thank you 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@Bottoms_bray Thank you so much I’m trying 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

All this stress from my psychosis has made me relapse with my ed. I feel so pathetic and hopeless

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@SarahFPoetry Thank you so much I needed to hear that 😔🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@RewiredChaos You got this 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@AdamUpton20 Thank you Adam 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@CPTSDlogic Thank you love. Hang in there 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

Having some extremely intense voices telling me to hurt myself

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@gray32sharon Hugs back 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

My psychiatrist has yet again brought up me going back to hospital. I feel like I’m going around in circles. FUCK schizophrenia.

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@NixieEmber Thank you 🩵🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@SarahFPoetry A lot lol. Clozapine, aripiprazole, haloperidol, olanzapine. Thank you for believing in me 🩵

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

The lift to my psychiatrists office broke down so I had to climb 8 flights of stairs to see him 🥴

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

I feel like such a burden to my parents 😭

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@e_cdysis You always look so cool!

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

@e_cdysis I hope you enjoyed your special day - you deserve it! May all your next years be full of love and happiness 🩵