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30 | ♊ | Healing in progress, recovering barely.. I just came to vent. 🇨🇦

[AsleepINspace @triederrors]

If you didn’t believe in change, you wouldn’t believe in yourself.

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You don’t owe your younger, idealistic self lifelong loyalty.

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Sometimes anger is exhaustion with armour on.

[Tedd Buddwell 🏀🏈 @TedBuddy8]

Pantoja arm omg , thats hard to watch #UFC323

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One of my cats puked. I was waiting for it to cool down before picking it up. I went to go pick it up and one of them ate the puke… 🤮

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I’m gaining weight from being under constant stress and all I do is obsess over it. I hate it and I don’t feel comfortable with me.

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@FindingAlya I’m so proud of how far you’ve come! You inspire me! 🥰

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@misty_horizons Absolutely fucking not. Sunday scaries…

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Honestly this whole “work life” just ain’t it. I’m tired of always being physically and mentally tired.

I’m also tired of grocery’s costing an arm and a leg. I bought four items today and it came to 30 bucks. 🫠 Everything’s going up except for my pay check.

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I think I’ll start using this app again. Hello everyone! 👋🏻

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Bruhhh work just ain’t it these days.

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Oh but I went down from drinking 6 days a week down to two over the past 5 months. So I mean, progress right?

It’s the little wins.

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I’m withdrawing off klonopin as I’m trying to reduce the number of meds I take… I’m starting to really question my decision here… 😵‍💫

I mean I don’t want to be dependent on it forever. But holy mother of pearl… and I have to social work mental health ppl with addictions ironic

[AsleepINspace @triederrors]

The stress of working in social work with your own issues is going to drive me insane.

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Fk it imma put myself first.

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If I do set a goal for New Years… it’ll be realistic and so I’ll try to be exhausted 6 out of 7 days a week instead. 🫠

[AsleepINspace @triederrors]

decreasing my meds kind of sucks for my brain. 🥴😵‍💫

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@FindingAlya Hope you are doing better love. Stay strong. 💜

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So me saying I want to lose a couple of pounds and eat healthy offended you? I should watch what I say? Why? because you proceeded to compare my body to yours?

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I wish I could go back in time and be 18 again…