lily

anorexic girl addicted to coffee and not eating

[lily @38caIs]

♡ my meals, an ongoing thread ♡
— including some of my old!

[lily @38caIs]

decided to count calories again, but healthy and not more than 2000 because I want to lose some weight

[lily @38caIs]

actually so annoyed hate everyone and everything atm

[lily @38caIs]

And once again as soon as a woman becomes popular you all try to cancel and hate on her (talking abt zara) like you guys do this to EVERY FREAKING WOMAN that becomes hyped on social media

[Sedgrick @ctrl_sedgrick]

This might be a career killer.

[lily @38caIs]

but im going back to studying in august and i am happy for that

[lily @38caIs]

working as a cna will heal u the first 6 months until ur stuck and been working for 2 years and it will slowly ruin you into pieces, im working 7AM to 9PM today with 30 minutes break.

[lily @38caIs]

fr the worst job ever but so healing at the same time but now my hair is falling out from stress, my body is in constant fight or flight and I have chronic back pain

[lily @38caIs]

how about we stop talking about women’s bodies like this? or women’s bodies at all?

[ǎsh @jaileysecrxt]

me adoece saber que tem mulheres lindas que se comparam com essa coisa, que sem espartilho p afinar a cintura, sem bojo p sustentar o peito caído e sem maquiagem é um trambolho desse e me adoece mais ainda os redpill que exaltam ela p diminuir a zendaya

[lily @38caIs]

home <3

[lily @38caIs]

my baby is finally mine rn, no we’re driving back home and he’s doing so good just sleeping. My baby 😭💘💘

[lily @38caIs]

my baby is finally mine rn, no we’re driving back home and he’s doing so good just sleeping. My baby 😭💘💘

[lily @38caIs]

also starting to go on dates again and actually having quite fun with it <3

[lily @38caIs]

looking back 3-4 years to when I was my sickest and depressed to now makes me realize that recovery IS worth it.
Recovery made me break up with my toxic ex after 3 years of emotional abuse, meet my actual first love, feel the emotions of being heartbroken after getting dumped.

[lily @38caIs]

travel with my sister to london, backpack through vietnam for 5 weeks and expericce good food, move to my own place alone and being independent and now to getting my first ever cat. Also getting a lot of closer friends. Life’s weird in a way.

[lily @38caIs]

like damn hipbones bigger than my ass

[lily @38caIs]

honestly the reason I try to stay recovered is getting my ass back and my hipbones not sticking out from behind

[lily @38caIs]

everyone in the comments saying pleasantly plump is a beautiful word…. I would literally die if someone ever called me pleasantly plump are u joking

[lily @38caIs]

I miss being bmi 14 cause wdym im at a healthy weight rn 🫩 I think im bmi 19 or 20 but im also tall so

[lily @38caIs]

what if my brain could understand that it’s not everything or nothing.. lol here’s my breakfast b4 work so my nervous system understands not to eat everything in my sight soon

[lily @38caIs]

damn

[lily @38caIs]

happy news for the crazy cat ladies, im getting a cat on the 11/4 💝 he’s a 1 year old ragdoll boy named otis!!

[lily @38caIs]

also living alone now so yeah idk I also need to change job cause it’s making me severely depressed